I officially declare I'm the most indecisive, fickle person ever. At least for now. One minute I decide that I'm gg, and the next second, I start to have second thoughts and tell myself that maybe I shld not go after all. Then moments later, I tell myself that its an opportunity not to be missed. Yet, then again, I get so put off thinking of all the preparation.

Like seriously. blah.

The pros and cons are weighing on my mind every second, every minute of my present life. I just wish I could make a firm decision and get over it once and for all. Like what Sam says, if I keep thinking negative thoughts, they'd be endless, just go for it, and everything will fall into place.