Shopping today w Elaine proved to be futile. Like, totally. Not a single dress caught my eye, and cos I had to rush for tuition, we didnt manage to go to Bugis. Town has nice stuff, but somehow, not my kind. Its like, I take v v long to decide. I'm a fussy person la. sigh. And so I am now left with nothing to wear for dnd. I can't fit into my prom dress now, it has become v v tight I practically had to squeeze myself into it. Scary to think that just eight months ago I could fit prefectly fine into it, and even had to alter it. sigh sigh sigh. I grew fatter but I still eat like a glutton.

And I think I'll just wear this other dress that I've got la. I bought it months back but didn't have the chance to wear it. Its totally informal and not that nice it doesn't go with the theme at all, but heck, I have tuition tmr AGAIN and no time to go look ard somemore. How upsetting, and oh, I have no shoes to match. haha. I'm deciding between the wedges or the bronze pumps or the brown heels, or my golden-bronze madrid la, but I still think all looks damn funny with that super-hard-to-match dress. I think I'll look like crap cos everyone's gonna wear nice dresses.
This sounds bimbotic yeah I noe, but, its a girl thing I guess. heh.


Hey, but looking on the bright side, at least I can save up. heh. Its only one night anyway.

Tuition at Bugis today saw me gg to Bugis village to buy MORE earrings. Petrina got me started on the earrings there la. They're so pretty and all, and also quite cheap. haha.

Its like almost morning its time for breakfast. but I'm still feeling very full from the beehoon soto I had at like what,0230? Its so super sinful and crazy after eating it I kept telling everyone why in the world did I even eat after 12. Ok. Oily stuff plus alcohol would mean my calorie intake is v high. This is depressing. Prob not gg clubbing anymore until next yr already. Too much alcohol makes one fat. But Jason said maybe we'll go after our Sem 1 exams.
The bash at Zouk today was ok. The fashion show was not bad, but the programmes ended a lil too early and it didnt help that the music was bad bad bad. House and techno or whatever. Any lousy house-y music to me is techno la. heh. Rnb would be gd but too bad it was techno all night. If not for the wonderful company and alcohol it would be a sure bore. The music was so terrible we left at like 2 plus and walked over to the prata shop for supper/breakfast. Me, Shumin, Baoting, Elaine, Jason and Edwin. After which Kelvin came later.


On a sidenote, I need to get more clothes I nv seen to have enough of them. I'll run out of clothes to wear to sch sooner or later la. haha.

OK bye. I think I might go slp now.

grams grams grams. I got two packets of roasted grams from Carrefour today yay. yummy stuff, aren't they?

Oh yeah. I cant tag I dunno why.
so here.

Jojo: Hi whos this? =)
Claire: Hey darling I do hope things get better!
Xueli: Haha nope I didnt drink. I didnt even fold cranes. SIGH.

I feel that I dun know whats going on during lectures and tutorials. Argh the feeling sucks. like totally. I'm in sucha total complete loss. I wonder how come pple think Uni life is fun and that they've been saying once u've cleared ur A Levels, Uni is juts gonna be a breeze. Yeah, I dun deny Uni life is fun, the activities and all, but yet I feel so stressed up cos I dun understand my lectures and tutorials. So if this is gonna go on, which I hope NOT, I definitely would not be goona enjoy my Uni life. I've forgotten my A Level stuff, and some stuff weren't even taught before last time in JC, and the lecturers go so fast and touch only surface stuff I wonder if its just the introduction and they will go deeped in time to come or thats all the lecturer is gonna do for that particular lecture topic. Ah, independent learning. Little/no notes. Doesn't sound good does it? Independent readings, and initiative to go read up on our own. I feel so argh/blah/whatever. I prefer to be spoon-fed like in school last time. Ok I am spoilt. But everyone too. We all want to be supplied with notes. But I guess we have to learn. We dun have a choice do we? I hope things would get better with time!

Anyway the week in short:
Mon: First day of sch, tuition in the aft, back to sch for karate.
Tues: No sch
Wed: Lecture
Thurs: Lectures, then lunch in town with Mummy and sis at fish and co so sinful but oh-so-nice, Union bash at Zouk which was fun but yet argh. dun get me started.
Fri: 8am lecture which I was so sleepy throughout cos of the night before but luckily it was just an introductory lecture. Tutorial was quite bad cos I couldn't get what my TA was teaching.



So basically, the first week if sch wasnt too good. Stress over balloting and stuff, and also difficulty in understanding lectures and tutorials. sigh.

Too lazy, tired, and stressed to blog. I'm not too sure what I'm stressed abt, but I just feel stressed. oh well. STRESSED!
Sch is stressful. No peace of mind.

Rag Day yesterday. We lost, but there's always next year. So yeah.
It was supposed to be the fireworks after that but we were all to shagged we missed it. Sleep-deprived folks. I got home showered slept then had dinner then slept then woke up to brush teeth before sleeping again then breakfast then lunch then slept again before heading to town. That basically sums up my Saturday and Sunday afternoon.

Went for alive at Somerset for a while, met Justin and Eugene we walked ard Cine for a while before I headed to get my stuff.

Sch starts tmr and I still have to go give tuition before gg back to sch again for karate. haha.

Meeting Ally darling and Geoff whom we havent met up with in eons for dinner this Tues at HV if all goes well. That is, if none of us has any last min stuff. Which I certainly hope not!

I had like two and a half almost three popiahs yesterday. Thats like almost 15 pieces.

I'm actually looking forward to Saturday, I wanna see how Rag Day is really like.

Beeeeyoutiiifoooooooool fireworks last night. I particularly liked the colourful explosion of colours that so wonderfully lit up the sky. Oh and the pretty golden dust was awesome too.

In the morning it was tuition at Rebecca's and then to sch for rag. I'm actually quite glad that there's a bus from her place to YIH. =). After rag it was off the meet some of the flaggers at Boon Lay for dinner. 198 from AYE to Boon Lay is one crazily long journey, probably cos it was the peak hour, but seriously, I probably would not want to take 198 all the way to JP anymore, if I have a choice. 95 to BV, and then the MRT all the way to Boon Lay would be a better idea. I've nv been much of a bus person I prefer mrt-ing. hah.
Anyway back to the crazily long journey on 198, the bus was pretty crowded. I left sch at 5.55 and I only reached there at 7.00 how terrible is that!? Boon Lay is totally like Thailand to me, maybe even China.

Popiah for dinner, and half a bowl of banmian. I eat like a glutton, dun have to remind me.
After dinner it was off to City Hall to catch the fireworks, but we talked so much on the train we were like totally in a world of our own we missed the station, and it was only like abt 10 mins to the start of the fireworks display. So we rushed like mad horses and alas the fireworks started almost the moment we arrived at the padang, quite good a timing yes?

After that it was lotsa talking talking and more talking over mos 'is-it-low-fat-milk?' milk tea before heading home.

On a sidenote, I can't really believe sch is starting in less than a wk's time. Ah, back to the monotone of sch life. No more bumming ard and slacking.

Okayy, I'm off to cut my hair soon.

I am so blessed to have such a nice mother. Nope, correction, nice parents I mean. I'm really lucky to have parents who love me so much, parents who keep the best for me. Although I dun actually open my mouth to say all these, in my heart I really love them alot too. And I thank God for my wonderful parents. =)

Oh yeah, my Mum paid for my blackraisins. haha!

FIC today. Saw many familiar faces. Finally saw Cali and Mush after oh-so-long.
Town in the late afternoon after leaving sch, to return my books. I ended up shopping, but hey, I did return my books so kudos to me. I couldn't resist gg to Isetan Wisma to LOOK at the Blackraisins Hawaiian collection. The've just totally pretty. And hence, I succumbed to temptation and decided to get them. I spent close to an hr choosing and deciding on the colours and the petal patterns la. Got the rubberband and a pair of earrings, so YAY!.


Tuition tmr at 1030am. THATS SO EARLY!

And so I didn't return my library books though its due two days later and I doubt I'll even have the time or motivation to go down to return. Ahh.

So I nua-ed the afternoon away. Except when I had to go down to Grandma's place. Seriously I nua too much I feel like I'm turning into slime. And esp so, when my mum had to remind me that I am only 18, so I'm not supposed to be so nua. Oh man.

Subway for lunch. I can nv get tired of it, can I? With only a few hrs of sleep last night, it was only natural that I kept yawning during tuition just now. But at least I wasn't on the verge of dozing off anytime. Shagged yes, but not exactly v sleepy. Rather, it was THE STUDENT who was dozing off. Seriously. She was like half-asleep while doing her workings. So obvious. Cos she probably didn't know what she was writing and doing, and neither could I make out the numbers. ( Yes, I noe, cos I've experienced this before when I was a student. Quite a few times in fact.) And so, seeing that she was already half-way in dream land, I told her to go wash her face. This is not the first that she's dozing off. Sigh. So its probably either I'm a very boring tutor, or she's really tired.

So..

Me:'' You're very tired issit?"

Student:" I slept at 11 last night."

Hmm.

Okay, maybe I'm a really boring tutor.


FIC this Mon. And man, formal wear required. I've nv liked wearing formal wear, at least not at this age. And I'm not sure if my definition of formal year is even considered formal wear. blah.

Using Justin's laptop now. Stayed over last nite in sch and slept at 5. And there's tuition at Valerie's later. Shit. I'm so not looking forward.

I screwed up my Havainnas while using the silver paint yest. It a tinge of silver now. I've half a mind to paint the other silver as well.




I'm selfish sometimes. And more often than not, I expect things to go my way. Shit. I think my character sucks. ha!ha!

Late nights these few days, cracking my brains over what modules to take and stuff like that. Timetable-planning has nv been so stressful. I think. Hope everything goes well.


I'm hungry now. Ah!

Matric fair yest. It didn't take too long, but the wait to collect the laptop was like eternity. Esp when u're hungry and tired. I've half a mind to join karate or aikido, since I've wanted either one since ages ago, and I mean, real long ago. But I wanna join floorball too. Ah, we'll see how things go.

I have no idea how to configure my laptop to receive my home's wireless thingamajig or whatever it may be called, forgive me I'm an IT nut. oh sigh.