I feel that I dun know whats going on during lectures and tutorials. Argh the feeling sucks. like totally. I'm in sucha total complete loss. I wonder how come pple think Uni life is fun and that they've been saying once u've cleared ur A Levels, Uni is juts gonna be a breeze. Yeah, I dun deny Uni life is fun, the activities and all, but yet I feel so stressed up cos I dun understand my lectures and tutorials. So if this is gonna go on, which I hope NOT, I definitely would not be goona enjoy my Uni life. I've forgotten my A Level stuff, and some stuff weren't even taught before last time in JC, and the lecturers go so fast and touch only surface stuff I wonder if its just the introduction and they will go deeped in time to come or thats all the lecturer is gonna do for that particular lecture topic. Ah, independent learning. Little/no notes. Doesn't sound good does it? Independent readings, and initiative to go read up on our own. I feel so argh/blah/whatever. I prefer to be spoon-fed like in school last time. Ok I am spoilt. But everyone too. We all want to be supplied with notes. But I guess we have to learn. We dun have a choice do we? I hope things would get better with time!

Anyway the week in short:
Mon: First day of sch, tuition in the aft, back to sch for karate.
Tues: No sch
Wed: Lecture
Thurs: Lectures, then lunch in town with Mummy and sis at fish and co so sinful but oh-so-nice, Union bash at Zouk which was fun but yet argh. dun get me started.
Fri: 8am lecture which I was so sleepy throughout cos of the night before but luckily it was just an introductory lecture. Tutorial was quite bad cos I couldn't get what my TA was teaching.



So basically, the first week if sch wasnt too good. Stress over balloting and stuff, and also difficulty in understanding lectures and tutorials. sigh.