Almost everyday I think about it and get all stressed and upset and depressed. It means quite a bit to me. For now at least. Then again, a few mths down the road, I wouldn't be too sure if thats what I want after all. Argh. Its ironic, isn't it?

I'm not really enjoying sch alot. Maybe its partly cos of this. Maybe its my Chemistry, which I think is in a wreck. Maybe its because I dun have enough friends. To make my Uni life nicer and all. But I'm still thankful for the very few friends I have ard in sch. They make it more bearable at least. Yet, we all feel this same way, so down and all, and we start sigh-ing tgt. Knowing alot of people in sch does not equate to having alot of friends. Those hi-bye pple that we see ard in sch, we probably might not see them again after graduation. Sad, but true.

I was whining and complaining to Ally girl over a couple of sms-es this morning, I couldn't help but complain to her abt all these stuff. sigh. Someone shld just make me stop sighing, and convince me that sch isn't that bad, and things might just get better. Maybe, I should just learn not to be so uptight. Like what Ally and my mum said.


And the workload is quite crazy.

Everyone's saying its not too bad, its not too bad. I certainly hope so.

On a lighter note, the mealworms were fun and exiciting to deal with today during General Physiology practical. They squiggle and twirl and jump. How cool is that. I felt quite brave eh. Thats sch today.Need I say more?



Have u any raisins? No? How bout a date?