I panicked when I saw the Biodiversity essay qs although it was do-able. WHY IN THE WORLD DID I PANICK and screw up my essay big time??!

I'm so disgusted with myself argh.

And I made two horrible mistakes during today's Physiology test, when most pple had like only one mistake. screwit.

And after my test, I thought all was good. Cos the Zoo was good.
I haven't been there in eons, since some Primary School excursion. YES I'M A BORING PERSON.
So it was v v good to be at the zoo. I particularly liked the otters, baby monkeys ( I can't rem the genus and epithet exactly la, they are just known as MONKEYS to the masses. haha), as well as the wallabies. Ooh so cute I wanna cuddle them. Just dun remind me that I'm supposed to be scared of animals.

I noe I've been telling everyone: ' I like dogs they are so cute but I'm scared of them.'

Its so wierd, but its true. Its just me maybe.

AND I downed a regular popcorn chicken today. Sinfu shit.

So, zoo was nice.

But after zoo, sth not so good happened and I was down all over again. It didnt help tt I only had abt 4 hrs of sleep the night before and it wasn't tt easy for me to be hyped-up and all. This horrid episode only served to wipe out my enthusiasm that had been slowly built-up over the afternoon, oh sigh.



I feel so lousy and small and insignificant. Everyone's so good. ARGH.
I need sth nice to make me feel better. Haato camomile honey clover tmr maybe.

justscrewit.