I always make an effort not to be rude (outside home, tt is LOL). But sometimes, I appear rude without realising it myself. I really didnt mean to seem so rude and aloof and all (maybe cos I dunno whats the right thing I should have done), and I dont like it when I come across as being so, and so I end up feeling so pissed and upset with myself and I start to feel bad about it. And the feeling so so terrible
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