Last year, it was Chinatown.
This year, its gonna be at the airport.

Sigh.

Oh dear, time passes really quickly, I nv thought I'd feel that upset or depressed about it.

Thinking abt it is enough to bring tears to my eyes, so I rather not think nor talk about it, I'd rather contain whatever emotions building up within.

Appearing upset will only make Lenny feel worse I guess. So I'm gonna try not to be so emo.


Must control. Must control. Must control.

This feeling is really horrible.