Oh I got this from Ying2's blog....thought that its quite meaningful....haha....

Tree
===

People call me "Tree".

I had dated 5 gals when I was in Pre-U.

There's one gal who I love a lot but never dared
to go
after.

She didnt have a pretty face, or good figure,
nor
an
outstanding charm.

She was just a very ordinary gal. liked her. I
really
liked her.

I liked her innocence, her frankness, her
intelligence
and her fragility.

Reason for not going after her was because I felt
somebody
so ordinary like her was not a good match for
me.

I was also afraid that after we were together
all
the
feelings would vanish.

I was also afraid other's gossip would hurt her.

I felt that if she were my gal, she'd be mine
ultimately
& I didn't have to give up everything just for
her.

The last reason, made her accompanying me for 3
years.

She watched me chase other gals, and I have made
her
heart cry for 3 years.

She was a good actress and me a demanding
director.

When I kissed my 2nd girlfriend, she bumped into
us.

She was embarrassed but smiled & said, "Go on!"
before
running off.

The next day, her eyes were swollen like a
walnut.

I didn't want to know what caused her to cry.

Later that day, I returned from soccer training
to get
something
& watched her cry in the classroom for an hour
or
so.

My 4th girlfriend didn't like her.

There was once when both of them quarreled.

I know that based on her character she's not the
type
that will start off the quarrel.

But I still sided my girlfriend.

I shouted at her & ignored her feelings and
walked off
with my girlfriend.

The next day, she was laughing & joking with me
like
nothing happened.

I know she was hurt but she didn't know deep down
inside I was hurt too.

When I broke up with my 5th girlfriend, I asked
her
out.

Later that day, I told her I had something to
tell
her.

I told her about my break up.

Coincidentally, she has something to tell me too,
about her getting together.

I knew who the guy was. His pursuit for her had
been
the talk of the School.

I didnt show her my heartache, just smiles & best
wishes.

Once I reached home, I couldn't breath.

Tears rolled & I broke down.

How many times have I seen her cry for the man
who
didnt acknowledge her presence?

During graduation, I read a sms in my hp.

It said, "Leaf's departure is because of Wind's
pursuit.

Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay......"




Leaf

===

People call me Leaf.

During the 3 years of Pre-U, I was on very close
terms
with a guy as buddy kind.

But when he had his 1st girlfriend, I learnt a
feeling
I never should have learnt - Jealousy.

Sourness to the extreme limit. They were only
together
for 2 months.

When they broke up, I hid my happiness.

But after a month, he got together with another
gal.

I liked him & I know he liked me.

But why won't he pursue me?

Since he loves me why he didn't he make the first
move?

Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would
hurt.

After some time, I began to suspect that this
was
one
sided love.

If he didnt like me, why did he treat me so
well?

It's beyond what you will normally do for a
friend.

I know his likes, his habits.

But his feelings towards me I can never figure
out.

You can't expect me a gal to ask him.

Despite that, I still wanted to be by his side.

Care for him, accompany him, and love him.

Hoping that one day, he will come to love me.

Because of this, I waited for him.

Sometimes, I wondered if I should continue
waiting.

The pain, the dilemma accompanied me for 3
years.

At the end of my 3rd year, a junior pursues me.

Everyday he pursues me.

He's like the cool & gentle wind, trying to blow
off a
leaf from a tree.

In the end, I realized that I wanted to give
this
wind
a small footing in my heart.

I know the wind will bring the leaf to a better
land.

Finally leaf left the tree, but the tree only
smiled &
didn't ask me to stay.

Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit.

Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay......





Wind

====

Because I like a gal called leaf.

Because she's so dependent on tree so I have to
be a
gust wind.

A wind that will blow her away.

When I first met her, it was 1 month after I
transfer
to the new school.

I saw a petite person looking at my seniors & me
playing soccer.

During ECA time, she will always be sitting
there.

Be it alone or with her friends looking at him.

When he talks with gals there's jealousy in her
eyes.

When he looked at her, there's a smile in her
eyes.

Looking at her became my habit.

Just like she likes to look at him.

One day, she didn't appear. I felt something
amissed.

I can't explain the feeling except it's a kind of
uneasiness.

The senior was also not there as well.

I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my
seniors scolding her.

Tears were in her eyes while he left.

The next day, I saw her at her usual place,
looking at
him.

I walked over and smiled to her.

Took out a note & gave to her.

She was surprised.

She looked at me, smiled & accepts the note.

The next day, she appeared & passes me a note and
left.

Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow
her
away.

It's not that leaf heart is too heavy.

It because leaf never want to leave tree.

I replied her note with this statement and
slowly
she
started to talk to me
& accept my presents & phone calls.

I know that the person she loves is not me.

But I have this perseverance that one day I will
make
her like me.

Within 4 months, I have declared my love for her
no
less than 20 times.

Every time, she will divert away from the topic.

But I never give up.

If I decide I want her to be mine, I will
definitely
use all means to win her over.

I can't remember how many times I have declared
my
love to her.

Although I know she will try to divert but I
still
bear a small ray of hope.

Hoping that she will agree to be my girlfriend.

I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone.

I asked, "What are you doing? How come you
didn't
want
to reply?"

She said, "I'm nodding my head". "Ah?" I couldn't
believe my ears.

"I'm nodding my head" she replied loudly.

I hang up the phone, quickly changed and took a
taxi
and rush to her place & press her doorbell.

During the moment when she opens the door, I
hugged
her tightly.

Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit.

Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay ....
----

haha.....isn't nice??????.......thanks Ying2.....borrowing this from u k??????

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Laughing Gas

Hey back to update my blog....haha.....my computer caught a virus just now but luckily my uncle is damn pro so he got it fixed for me....in two hours.....haha....thanks uncle!!!!!

Anyway,
Sweet Honey: I love u lots too.....and I like it when u call me sweets!!!!!!So I'll call u sweet honey...haha...ok so not right but left for u....happy????? Yeah I also agree with my sis too....anyway.....I really hope u can come this Fri....I really do....looking forward to seeing u!!!!!! Then we can like study together or sth....then u'll have at least some motivation after seeing me...haha....enough of the crap....gotta reply in my entry coz what I wanna say to u is too much......some stupid word limit in the tag board....
How often do I see u online.....how often do we talk on the phone...I really miss u.....all the times we had...like what u said the other day......u suddenly thought of all those and started grinning to urself...heh....so the moral of the story is........COME THIS FRIDAY WITH ME!!!!!!!....haha....ok?????

Anyway.....today was the second day of the GP camp....had lotsa fun...everyone caught the laughing gas.....I was laughing so hard together with Vicki, Sze, Phyillis and Xiaosi.....damn funny....heh....that stupid Earnest the cookie monster took my shoe and threw it across the AVA....omg....I will get back it him one day.....but he's also damn funny la....made us laugh so much....then Xiaosi put Phyilli's shoe in the dustbin and she didn't even realise it until like 1 million years later....heh.....oh yeah.....and we ate so much today....passed Famous Amos cookies, Poiful sweets, Biscuits and stuffs around....heh.....I think Mr Lim saw but he closed one eye....haha....I think we are like damn greedy....kept eating as if we were at a picnic....
Yeah so went for lunch at HarbourFront with Sze, Petrina, Amelia, John and Johnathan.....
After lunch we (the girls) wanted to go to the toilet so we walked there.....then John and Johnathan followed behind.....that blind John was too engrossed sms-ing that he followed us into the Female Toilet....he wouldn't have even realised that had Sze Hui not told him....haha.....and I couldn't stop laughing in the toilet after that.....and it didn't help that Petrina shouted from the cubicle saying that she got locked inside and she couldn't unlock the door....haha....so I laughed even harder....and my laughter got pretty horrible.....heh.....
So after that outside the toilet I teased John about that and started laughing again.....this time it got so bad that my stomach hurt so much that I had to like squat down.....heh.....so I laughed for at least another ten minutes before I regained my composure......

Oh yeah and after the GP camp I let them try my heavenly Japanase Milk Candy......Petrtina thinks its ok only but I think its damn nice la.....even Sze and Vicki thinks so.....and that stupid John Jiemei says its horrible.....disgusting...not that nice at all.....I think he has lousy taste coz he doesn't know how to appreciate such heavenly sweets.....kept insulting my sweets.....sigh.....I feel damn sad for my sweet......the one sweet wasted on John....haha....!!!!!!!!

So they all went home and Sze went back to Crescent to collect her 'O' Level Certificate......John took NEL today so I took the bus and train with him....wanted to go to Cold Storage to buy somemore of my milk sweets but decided not to....haha.....so in the bus I ate his Mentos Power Gum....haha....quite nice....its nicer than normal chewing gum...then John Jiemei wanted to stick his gum on the seat....haha....bad guy.....but at least he didn't do it la.....he and Johnathan only stuck their gum on the chair in the AVA.....they claimed its because the chair was creaking and they wanted to fix it....haha.....how NICE OF THEM.....I thought it was damn funny so I started laughing again.....

Then in the train station John bought the standard ticket coz he didn't bring his EZ- Link card.....being the nice girl I am.....I told him that he could actually return the ticket later and get back the one-dollar deposit......but HE DIDN'T WANNA BELIEVE ME!!!!!.....He said I was trying to trick him and make him embarrass himself....haha....lousy guy.....totally ignorant....I bet he hasn't used the standard ticket before.....damn toot...heh.....

Yeah so I came home and slept till almost 8.....heh....had dinner...while my sis brought my com to my uncle's place to be fixed.....haha.....now its alright and working fine again!!!!!!

10 Years Ago (Primary 1), I...
1. cried on my first day in school
2. was quite tiny I think
3. liked to fiddle with my two ponytails during lessons I think
4. forced my friend Amy to help me do my Chinese homework....the kind where u trace the dotted lines....
5. cannot remember much.....blah.....

5 Years Ago (Primary 6), I...
1. had quite high for Maths Prelims....haha....
2. had a tough time deciding between CGS and SCGS.....but glad that I chose Crescent anyway.....haha
3. cried on the day PSLE results were released because of a stomachache
4. went on Superstar Virgo with the whole P6 level....was damn fun....
5. felt quite sad to be separated from my friends.....but I hardly even contact them now....haha.....

3 Years Ago (Secondary 2), I...
1. was working so hard to do triple Science......haha...
2. really got closer to Eileen the Panda and also Pea
3. wrote to a Japanese pen-pal who hasn't replied till now
4. did not know if I should drop HCL
5. went for my first campfire I THINK....I think only....not too sure though

2 Years Ago (Secondary 3), I...
1. Loved the five of us....u know who.....
2. Aimed to get into committee with the other four....those horrible interviews....
3. had to adapt to my new class
4. did pioneering
5. went to Daisou for the first time

1 Year Ago (Secondary 4), I...
1. loved the air-conditioned container classrooms
2. loved my class
3. kept eating in class with Eileen and always getting got by our dear Miss Tan....all Eileen's fault....
4. studied quite hard
5. was stressed.....but had lotsa fun too....

So Far This Year, I...
1. made lotsa new friends
2. spent quite alot
3. learnt how to play pool
4. ???????
5. ???????.....cannot think of anymore right now

Yesterday, I....
1. went to Esplanade to study
2. drank a cup of Espresso that did not work to keep me awake at all
3. talked for so long on the phone that I nearly fell asleep
4. tricked my friend
5. could not get over my dinosaur egg nuts

Today, I ....
1. went out for lunch
2. watched Pride....dman nice....poor Yamamoto though
3. ate alot of junk food
4. went to my cousin's place to watch Shrek 2 again...haha...
5. received presents from my aunt.

Tomorrow I will...
1. try to go jogging with my sis
2. go to church
3. stop pigging out
4. go to my uncle's house
5. ???????

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Been out alot....haha......and too tired and lazy to blog..........heh......will blog when I feel like it.......

shopping spree

My ankle is aching.......probably due to too much walking....
Just came back from a shopping spree with my mum.....woohoo.....haven't bought that much stuffs for quite some time already so felt really great.....yes....shopping is so exciting.....heh......best buy was that pink Zara skirt....wanted to buy when I first saw it.....really glad that my mum has bought it for me today.....yeah!!!!!!!....haha....
Bought some other clothes too.....a pity sis wasn't with us.....but well.....she had her share of shopping yesterday already........haha.....oh yeah I ate so much today so I've gotta cut down!!!!!!But anyway that Gelato ice-cream was supposed to be 90 sth % fat free......haha.......more shopping on Wed.........

qs

Too free.....had nth better to do....got this from Friendster:

01. name: Joyce
02. hobbies: Sleeping, eating, shopping
03. gender: girl
04. age: 16
05. date of birth: 14 Nov
06. horoscope: Scorpio
07. school: CHIJ Kellock, Crescent Girls' School, SAJC
08. address: Singapore/Japan
09. email add: yap_yanlin@hotmail.com
10. hair: long but not too long
11. eye colour: I think its black
12. hair colour: black
13. right or left handed: right
14. marital status: single
15. siblings: an elder sis
16. last 4 digits of ur no.: shhhh
17. when's ur bedtime: depends
18. do u hav a car: no
19. what type of car do you want: uh.......something elegant.....preferably Japanese model
20. brand of cars : Japanese models
21. tried smoking: NO
22. drink alc0h0l: yeah
23. been hurt emotionally: uh......
24. kept a secret from anyone: haha yeah
25. been on stage?: yes
26. favourite colour: all colours
27. fave food: all food
28. fave drinks: all drinks
29. lucky number: I'll keep that to myself
30. disney: uh....anything one that is cute????!!!!!!!
31. fave sports: no preference
32. fave song : Japanese songs........J-pop
33. fave movie: Quite a few
34. fave subject: Break
35. friend: All

*right now*
36. wearing now: shorts and shirts
37. hairstyle: let down....heh....cut bangs again for the third time
38. looking at: monitor
39. thinking of: what to write
40. listening to: nth

do u believe in
41. love?: yeah of coz
42. faith: yeah!!!!!
43. urself: YES!!!!!!!!
44. ghost: uh.......I dunno also
45. angel: yeah
*in the last 24hrs*
46. worn jeans: nope
47. cleaned ur rooms: no
48. cried: no
49. met someone new: yes....Annie the hairstylist
50. last person i talk to on the phone: My uncle
*love life*
51. do u hav a gf/bf: nope
52. haf a secret admirer: dunno....dun think so la
53. do u wanna get married?: yeah next time
54. do u plan on having kids?: uh yeah
55. hw old u wanna be when u get married:
after 24
56. hw old u wanna be when u haf ur first
child: 26.....being a young mother is cool!!!!!!
57. how many kids do u want: Depends
58. would u hav kids before marriage: NO!!!!!!!
59. do u haf a crush: haha
60. wat do u wan most in a relationship:love,happiness,trust
*either one*
61. pink or black: pink
62. kiss or hug: hugs
63. summer or winter: winter in Hokkaido!!!!!
64. sunny or rainy: Sunny
65. chocolate or vanilla: dpends on my mood
66. hanging out or chilling: either one will do
67. music or tv:music.....Japanese music
68. nite or day: depends
69. guys or girls: both
70. slpin or eatin: both..one after another....
71. love or lust: Love
72. silver or gold: Silver
73. sunset or sunrise: Both are as beautiful
74. phone or in person: see who
75. diamond or pearl: Diamond

*The person u know who is...*
76. most cute: Quite a few Japanese guys I've seen around are really gorgeous.....heh.....u can hang out at Meidiya at Liang Court and Kino and u'll see them......hehe
77. most caring: my mum
78. most understanding: my mum
79. funniest: huh
80. Helpful: alot of them....my family and my Crescent friends.....oh yeah Eileen is always so helpful....she rawks
81. most shuai: Some Japanese guy I have seen around and Japanese celebrities
82: most smart: Everyone in my class
83: most loyal: I dunno

screwed

screwed.screwed.screwed

The camp was far from exciting.Did not want to run for the Exco Election though I wanted to at the start of the camp. One reason that I really shouldn't say coz it hurts.But thats not the only reason.Another reason is because its really not worth it.So much hard work for 2 miserable,pathetic leadership pts. I know I am one who cannot be committed to all these heavy workload.
But some seniors nominated me for the eclection thought I insisted that I did not want to run for Exco. In the end I had to speak on stage during the election. I decided to deliberately screw it up. Pleaded with everyone not to vote for me (for those who intended to).And yes.Everyone spoke so well for at least 3 mins. They really wanted to get into Exco. Yet I screwed mine up.Crapped for less than a min. Wasn't the least enthusiastic at all.Everyone saw that.Even the teachers.As expected I didn't get elected.I was relieved to learn of that.Am I sick or what.I dunno.No one would be happy if they got voted out.But I was.I think I am such a loser. Fear of challenges and letting that stupid reason affect me so greatly.Not that I regret screwing up my speech.I am not regreting it.Not yet.So now I am just a member.My CCA record will be so pathetic.Not that I want it to.Beiying has been asking me to join hockey. Now I think I will.Selection is in August and I really do not have much time to train though they say the girls' hockey team is lousy and everyone there are just beginners.But I dun think I will get into the team anyway. Many will not.But wells I'll just train "hard" and we will see when the time comes.

Everything is in such a mess.

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Tired....went out the whole of yesterday.....watched Laws Of Attraction and went for the Band Concert.........heh....slept so much this afternoon.......

Just came back from my uncle's place.....played some SpongeBob Squarepants Computer Game with little Sarah.....heh....some Krabby Patty thingy where u gotta catch the burgers and stuff.....haha.....

Anyway....here's a class photo taken at John's house during the bbq.....but well.........not everyone was in the pic.......some came later......haha........

BBQ at John Jiemei's place

Woohoo!~...BBQ at John's house yesterday was so damn fun!!!!!!!!!
Went to school yesterday morning.....but felt that it was a waste of time.....only had a Maths Lecture and some ASEAN Quiz thingy.....and after that we were dismissed....

Slacked in school with Crez Clan before going alone to meet Claire Toothpick at PS for lunch.......that gal was late for 25 mins!!!!!!........and I was waiting pathetically at Yoshinoya.........blah.......haha....]
Then after that walked to Orchard....went to Lido Isetan to find Claire's pink skirt.....then walked to Pacific Plaza to find Claire's pink skirt.......following we went to Far East to FIND CLAIRE'S PINK SKIRT!!!!!!!!.......hahaha....but still couldn't find....yeah.....so after that went to Cine with her to meet up with Vicki, Sharon, Sze, Mush, and Cali......took neoprints....waited for like a zillion years for our turn.........the whole place was flooded with pple.......students esp.....

Yeah so after that took a train down to Bukit Batok with Sze to meet up with our class pple.....woohoo....John, Kelley, Bao, Amelia, Xuezhen and Elaine were already there.....then we went to NTUC to get some stuffs....not long after Suan Sim, Carynl and Jonathan arrived.
Then John, Jonathan, XueZhen, Bao and I went to John's house first while the rest stayed behind to wait for the rest.....
Ran under the rain to John's house.......must mention that Jiemei's house is really beautiful....haha.....not forgetting his 'cost-saving' thingy la......damn funny.....
Slacked in his house.....he played the guitar for us....woohoo.....Jiemei u rawk la!!!!!!!!Then looked at photos and crapped......
Later John went to the bus stop to fetch the rest over with his 6 or more umbrellas.....hehe.....and we stayed behind....making ourselves comfortable in his house.....hohoho.....
When everyone came.....it was pretty havoc...and noisy....Seow Yong and John played Counterstrike while waiting for the rain to stop.....the girls were already eating already....haha.....his maid used microwave to cook some of the food first....hehe....
So when we thought the rain had stop and carried all the stuffs down.....it started to rain quite heavily again........then while Seow Yong, John, Amanda and I did the fire....the rest of the girls kindly held up umbrellas over the pit and our heads........thats the spirit of 04S61 isn't it??????....haha.....my class rawks!!!!!!!!
Slowly the rain got lighter and eventually it stopped.....played in the hot pool or whatever u call it....Bao fell inside.....haha......quite funny la....and Seow Yong wanted so badly to swim but dunno why he did not la.....so Amanda pushed him into the hot pool...haha.....and when he came up he felt so super cold so he stayed inside and couldn't come out.....haha.....he could have styaed inside for the whole night la.....if the guard hadn't come to chase us away.....
Yeah so after all the fun and food.......my dad and mum came to fetch me home......gave Amanda a lift.........nearly slept in the car....so tired.....so shagged.....but SO FUN!!!!!!!!!!


Oh yeah.....and thanks John for the wonderful Class Gathering!!!!!!! Your parents are just so nice!!!!!!!!!

This was one day where I could really feel our class spirit and bond....thanks our to BEST CG REP John for letting this happen!!!!!!!!

*******Anyway, Good Luck to Amanda and Joey for your Band performance tonight!!!!!!!*******

crap

Uh......saw another one today la.....man.....

Today didn't start off too well.......I was late to meet Beiying so in the end I asked her to go ahead first........poor me........had a lonely journey to school.......

I reached school and was famished....wanted to eat my granola bar so badly but had no time.........I can't like finish it in like 4 mins!!!!!!!!!.....
Attended lessons feeling so hungry.......
Haha......then during break I ate like a glutton....and not forgetting my ice-cream!!!!!!!!.....haha.....

Then later during Biology Lecture I remembered that I still have my granola bar in my bag.....broke off a bit and passed the remaining to the rest........and they all liked it so much they wanna buy it..........haha.....here I am spreading my love for Granola Bars!!!!!!!

PE today was cancelled so we stayed in the cafe and planned for bbq at John's house tmr....woohoo.......cannot wait for it......hopefully most of them can go.....it should be pretty fun.......haha.....then ate some more while planning our food list.......oh man.....really been eating too much.......cut down cut down cut down!!!!!!!!!

Later I played a bit of Chinese Chess with Santa........quite hard.....the words look kinda different.....haha......
Went for Econs Lecture after that.......wasn't very fruitful coz I was dozing off......and there wasn't anything much to copy.........notes were given.......haha.....everyone was like complaining that it was a waste of time........Petrina and John Jiemei didn't go.......smart move.......
Anyway after Lecture me and Sharon were supposed to wait for stupid POS to go home la.......in the end he had to stay back for PW.....made us wait for nth ......so in the end the two of us went home without him.........heh.......more peaceful......haha.....

I’ve seen it toda.....finally.....actually I hadn’t expected it to be so obvious....but apparently many others have seen it long before me....perhaps I am just unobservant????????But why??????!!!!!!To such an extent?????!!!!!!!! Maybe its just so crazy.....so crazy until its almost uncontrollable.....wells...I dun know....I really dun....dun ask me....and really I dun wanna know the answer....not my problem anyway.....but why am I even so concerned??????? Heh.....nvm....

Anyway on a lighter note...today was pretty alright.....and oh yeah.....Amanda called just now.....she needed black heels....asked me if I could lend her for her band performance...haha.....mine is size 7 while hers is size 8.....but will just bring tmr anyway.....after all I’ve got a locker now!!!!!!.....woohooo!!!!!

Yeah so today school was supposed to end at 1.30 but my class had Chemistry make-up with S12.....so yeah....ended at 2.50....
Then after that met Santa and Marcus in the café....supposed to play Chinese Chess but apparently no available boards so I attempted to study Econs.....stupid pig Marcus monopolised my Econs notes and I couldn’t study....had nth to do so just crapped around with them.....haha.....oh yeah and I drew really pretty stars too...took a pic of them.....should see it.....and I really think I am a good teacher coz Santa could make those hearts which I had taught him weeks ago.....
Anyway after that the two of them left for track so I went to the reading room to meet Sharon and Sze to study.....POS Weijia was there too....he wanted me to go with him to get some food from the teachers’ buffet.....heh....and he did....he made himself a cuppa coffee.....drank some.....tasted really good.....haha.....but dun say its me.....its HIM and NOT ME.....
Yeah....so after that went home with Sharon and POS.....Sharon alighted at Outram.....and for the rest of the journey.....POS and I slept throughtout.....heh....

Drowsy~

Today started off fine.....nice rainy morning.....
But I took exceptionally long to do my stuffs this morning so I msged Beiying to take the next train......haha......felt quite bad la.....but heh.....cannot be helped........and I was hoping that there would be no assembly but yes.....there was.....

Anyway the Interact Club was selling ice-cream today......wanted to eat it....ut I forgot.....haha......nvm.....I think they will still be selling them tmr.....hopefully.....

Yeah so I took my medicine during break....and it caused me to be so super drowsy and sleepy......I dozed off during Biology Tutorial......felt really guilty and terrible about it.....but really.....I didn't want to......it was the medicine......
So after that was Chinese......I asked Laoshi for permission to sleep during his class.......told him it was the medicine.....yeah...and he agreed.....yes.....Laoshi just rox.....so now even Xuezhen is coughing quite badly.....probably some epidemic in my class......so the two of us were sleeping soundly in Chinese class while the rest of them were doing the summary writing skills........had a really good sleep for one period......haha....felt great.....
So we woke up during the second period of Chinese and did some work.....presented some summary thing.....again....I have to mention that my laoshi rocks and I am his friendly and helpful Chinese Rep.....haha......

Felt energetic during Chemistry Tutorial after that.....
After school met up with my camp group members to discuss some stuffs before heading home with Sharon........

Oh and I hate myself......I accidentally deleted all my msgs in my inbox and this phone doesn't allow backups........I am so angry with myself.......nice forwarded msgs from my friends are gone......forever........and there is no way I am able to retrieve them........dammit.......this sucks totally.......

Always by Ryota Mitsunaga

Negai wa dare demo hitotsu wa kanau yo"
Muri ni kotae o dashite wa
Tomoshita hi o kesanai youni"


Futo natsukashii melody iki kau hito no fure ni
Tachi tsukushita nani o shiteru no darou?
Osanai goro egaita hate shinai yume no kakera
Mamotte masuka? Mune o hatte imasuka?
Kimi no kaita kotoba ga totsuzen mune o yogiru yo
"Mirai wa mugen ni hirogaru"
Aitakute naki dashisou


Dore dake seippai te o nobashite temo
Todokanai mono mo aru to oshierareta kedo
"Negai wa dare demo hitotsu wa kanau yo
Muri ni kotae o dashite wa
Tomoshita hi o kesanai youni"


Omoi gakezu deatta office gai kake ashi de
Tere warai shita nani o hanaseba ii no?
Aitakatta nante zettai iwanainda
Tada kuyashikute sore yori ureshikute


Itsu made kono mama konna fuu ni futari
Tooku haeru orenji o mitsumerareru darou
Mujaki na hitomi to kawaranu tsuyosa o
Yawaraka na kaze no naka de
Zutto kanjite irareru youni


Machi no akari ga kiete yuku sora ni
Koibito tachi wa ima jubuuru o egaku


Dare demo itsuka wa shiawase ni nareru yone
Tsunaida te o hanasazu ni egao wasurezu ni
Negaeba dare demo itsuka mata toberu yo
Muri ni kotae dasanaide
Tomoshita hi o kesanai youni

why are things this way???????

Not feeling very happy now.....

Anyway....went to PS today with my Mum......was supposed to stay at home but she wanted to go get grocceries so yeah.....went to Carrefour....
Msged Marcus the whole afternoon till I fell asleep.....heh.....this pig was using Sharon's phone the whole time la.....haha...poor Sharon

To Marcus: sorry ah.....the medicine made me drowsy!!!!!!!.....yeah.....anyway thanks for your concern!!!!!....haha....and yeah....dun need to go cybercafe to talk to me la....must pay one right??????Anyway watch movie another time la k!!!!!!So late already.....heh....anyway dun need to be touched that I am thanking u!!!!!.....~loser~....heh....anyway u are so naughty la....take NEL so late.....hehe

To Vicki: Dun think too much yeah?????....perhaps some time is needed....and DUN FREAK OUT!!!!!!.....You should be happy right?????.....hehe.....

Oh and Eng Teck told me had bought his flip phone.....all thanks to me!!!!!! But he bought Panasonic X66 instead of X70....hehe.....but its not too bad right.....I think its quite nice.........

Yeah....and I dun think I will be going to out to study tmr.....

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Today was as usual......nth much to blog about........but during GP it was quite funny.......me and John sat behind and then he talked crap........real crap.....he said sth about Jonathan Ho and Ho Yan........so that makes Ho Yan ....Mrs Ho Ho Yan.....and said sth about Roy Sim and Suan Sim........he said Sim Suan Sim sounds good ........so when the class was quiet I started giggling and everyone turned back........haha.....felt so embarrased........all John's fault.........NOT MINE.....

Then later as I was walking to the Audi from LT 3 via the service road....laoshi was driving his car and he stopped in the middle of then road and called out " Yan Lin "......I heard that but I thought it was some one else so I just continued walking until my friend tugged at me.......
Then in the middle of the road laoshi was giving me some instructions from inside his car........haha......quite embarrassing........esp with groups of students streaming out....but wells........I am his friendly and helpful Chinese rep........haha......

So after school today I went to the cafe.........met Calista and POS Weijia there....sat there and crapped alot before waiting for Sharon to go home.........stupid POS just kept tickling me........tsk tsk.....later then in the bus WJ kept forcing me to tell him some things...I didn't want too..so he kept threatening me........so I told him I was angry then he acted nice to me after that.......haha.....then dunno for what he said he was angry and I was like "go ahead go ahead....nvm one"......and could see he wanted to laugh but was trying hard to suppress his laugter.....but in the end he laughed.....haha.....so lousy one....can't even act angry..anyway....it was like super childish la.........omg.....then I ate his nuts in the train........and coughed more.....oh man.....shouldn't have eaten them.....
Anyway...its gonna be a boring weekend ahead.......

Basket Ball Match

Mrs Leow did not take attendance this morning.........

Had some dialogue session after school today......I would rather go for the Basket Ball Match though.......not like I had a choice.....not like the entire JC 1 had a choice either.....

Oh and Amanda skipped Chem Lecture to go watch the Girls' Match.....hahaha....then she said she would rush back after that to attend the Dialogue session.....but she was kinda late for the dialogue........and Mrs Leow asked me if Amanda was in school today...I pretended not to hear and did not answer.....I did not know how to.......so I just looked at Sze and she stared back at me.....we stared at each other....not knowing how to answer Mrs Leow.......then I quickly msged Amanda not to come back to school since Mrs Leow thought that she was absent...but aha....she was already outside the Hall......but luckily when she came in......Mrs Leow did not interrogate her...phew!!!!!!!~
Anyway I wasn't very engaged in the dialogue.....hehe.....was busy sms-sing laoshi (my CL teacher....hehe...I am his friendly and helpful Chinese Rep).........he said he would keep me updated on the scores and stuff every quarter.....but I was so enxious I kept sms-sing him every 15 mins or so........haha.....yeah so once he told me the scores every now and then.......I would tell the person next to me and they would pass it on and on....haha....so cool right.....
Oh and I have to mention.....that Eng Teck is such a nice person...haha.....he said he would give me a key chain from his class stall...and he did.....thanks!!!!!BUT BUT BUT he spelt my name as JOCYE....omg..........haha.....so sad can....but anyway its the thought that counts la....so thanks anyway!!!!!!


Oh and stupid Jiemei ponned today.....didn't even go to support the match.......what a lousy guy......blah....hehe........

I forgot my I/C and screwed up my interview

Today started off fine.....studied a bit for my SPA mock for Chemistry in the train but ended up falling asleep with Beiying.....we were like two fools sleeping in the train so early in the morning.....
Anyway....I ended school at 2.50 and was about to go down to MOE for the interview with Sharon, Petrina and John when I realised that I had forgotten to bring my I/C.....it was stated on the paper that no student pass was allowed....only our I/Cs.....so I started to panic like mad....and we had to reach the place at like 3.45.......then I called my mum to see if my dad could bring down my i/c and at the same time fetch us there but well...he had already gone out....so my mum told me to take a cab home and she would wait for me downstairs with my i/c and cab fare......
Yeah.....so Sharon came along with me while John waited for Petrina as she had to do something first.....
In the cab I was panicking and so worried that we would be late.....and both of us were also like discussing what we should say during the interview......
So the poor cab driver had go all the way to my home and then to MOE Building.....hehe.....
So anyway we reached the place on time.....then the lady there asked us to surrender EITHER OUR I/Cs OR STUDENT PASS in exchange for the visitors pass.......I was like so stunned......and speechless.....to think I actually rushed home to get my i/c when actually student pass was allowed ....I was so pissed.....and the cab fare wasn't cheap....imagine from school to my home then to MOE Building....do the Maths and u will noe....
It was so infuriating.....but wells.....couldn't do anything about it........
Anyway....Sharon panicked while in the waiting room which was like almost flooded with Saints......but we laughed quite a bit.....coz John was so funny....
After John came out from his interviewed.....he was complaining he screwed it up and talked lots of crap about stem cells.........this didn't help.......
So when it was my turn....

The Interviewer: So what do u know about IMCB??????

Me: uh.....it stands for Institute of Molecular and Cell Biology. (like duh....but I had no idea what to say at all)

The Interviewer: (laughing) I also know that....I even know that it was founded in xxxx ( I fogot what year he said..haha)....ur friend just now told me that. So I mean....what do u know about the focus of IMCB?????

Me: Oh....they focus on Apoptosis, Cell structure and Function and Infectious Diseases....etc.... (I just memorised those few in the cab...phew!!!!!)

The Interviewer: So what do you know about Apoptosis??????

Me: Oh...its the self-destroyal of the cells.....(Sharon just told me that in the cab too!!!!...hehe)

The Interviewer: Do you think that is a natural process????? Why do you think the cells would want to do that????? I have no Biology background you know?????....Maybe you could tell me more about it....

Me: (stunned....yet again....I know nuts about it) uh....yeah....I suppose its a natural process and I think it occurs for the benefit of the entire human body system.

So that was how I screwed up my interview.....sigh...I don't expect to be selected anyway.........
And yeah......John says if he gets selected he would treat us to Marche or sth........haha.....

After the interview Sharon and I went to Tiong Bahru to grab a quick bite as we were famished........before coming home........

Woke up rather early today because I wanted to do my SCVs.....
Anyway.....met Sharon, Vicki, Sze, Calista, Mush and Weijia at City Hall at 11.10....hohoho....thought I would be on time and reach at 11.00 but turned out I was the last........haha.....not my fault anyway......the train came late........heh....
Anyway...had fun studying and crapping together.....
Oh yeah....I was also amazed by the Espresso that Mush ordered..... a REALLY BIG CUP........woohoo!~...
And so we studied till about 4.00.....then hanged out for a while.....went with WJ to buy his Gatsby hair wax and some other stuffs.....oh and I told him to bring his wax tmr so that I can do sth to my hair....hohoho......
And yes....to mention....POS WJ was not right today.....kept tickling all of us.....tickled me on the escalator....caused me to nearly tumble down.....and I wasn't the only one.....the others suffered the same fate.......aiyoh.....so irritating man.......haha....
So I came home with him and was STUCK with POS in the train.....and he started to tickle again.....and pple were staring..........totally embarrassing.........
After that went for dinner at Sakura with my whole family....uncles....aunties and cousins.......its some kind of interenational buffet.....the food was not bad but the variety was too wide.....got quite full just looking at them.....so I didn't eat much.....much less then what I usually eat at buffets.....hehe.....but really.....the sushi and sashimi was good.....so was the teppanyaki.....woohoo......thick juicy and succulent beef.........soft and tender crayfish.....or is it lobster.....I dunnoe....couldn't tell the difference....but I was so full I had to inhale while I walked.......so tiring.....haha.......came home after that yummylicious dinner....

cut my hair...didn't turn out too right......

Went out the whole day today.....went to cut my hair.....and I sat there for like 2 to 2.5 hours....the hairstylist took so long to cut my hair.....when she first cut my sis's hair.....she took about 1 hour and I was already yawning....was so sleepy.....then later she proceeded to cut my hair........she took about 1.5 hours....and yes......I fell asleep while my hair was being snipped off.....aiyah...and my fringe is like quite short now...and my hair looks funny la....I decided to cut my hair coz I was hoping to rectify my current hair style and be more adventurous........but wells.....it didn't seem to turn out too right.....and my long pony is reduced to a pathetic little pony and I think it sucks........boo.....I look even worse now.....boo!!!!!!!!
Anyway after cutting my hair I went to Bugis with my Mum and Sis and shopped around for quite a long time......bought some stuffs.....and yeah after that went to evening mass at my Church.......

Went for dinner and here I am at home......boo........still can't get over the loss of my long ponytail........sighz.....

Oh yeah.....and I'm proud to mention that I've lengthened my skirt!!!!!.......hohohoho.....dun have to leave in fear of Miss K and Mr Silas anymore....haha.....at least I wouldn't dream of Miss K catching me for my short skirt during my afternoon naps.....haha .........feel happy for me!!!!!!!!

Another sleepy day.........

I am so sleepy........last night I fell asleep without finishing Sigma....was too tired.....
So I woke up at like 4.30am to study.....did all the way to 6.00am.....haha.....thats why I am so tired now.....
Today was more or less a usual school day.....but felt really sleepy during Econs tutorial.....was kinda half-asleep....arghhh.....
John Jiemei made me laugh so much during Econs Lecture....haha...laughed so much today......
Anyway......Tedric kept saying that I bounce.....I BOUNCE!!!!!.....boo....haha....but its true....can't be helped anyway.....hehe
Yeah so after school met Nicholas to go to HarbourFront Macs....ate and talked.....stupid guy kept saying I was crazy for waking up at 4.30 to study.....heLLo????.....this is called diligence.....haha....nvm
Anyway.....later we took a train to my place coz his friends would be late or sth and he had time to spare....then he took a train back to Outram....haha.......
And so I came home.........

Tired.....so so so tired

I think I am really deprived of sleep....blah....I even slept in the train yesterday and missed my stop......so toot man.....more time wasted.....
Msg-ed John in the morning and wished him a Happy Birthday.....this was how the msg went:
Happy Birthday John Jiemei!!!!!May you enjoy this day with all ur pretty Jiemeis!!!!.....haha....
Anyway went to school super early today with Beiying at like 7.30 coz she had PW.....woohoo....what a nice friend I am....haha.....actually no.....I just dun wanna go to sch myself....hahahaha......and I drank coffee in the morning.....Toscana's coffee.....so that I wouldn't like sleep in class!!!!??????.....haha.....quite desperate....
No assembly this morning so I spent some time trying to study Chemistry with Carynl in the cafe before going for my first lesson of the day.......that stupid Beiying left me alone and went to do PW.......boo.....hehe
Also.....we celebrated John Jiemei's Birthday today...the black forest cake rox....!!!!!!
Oh yeah....today's Chemisty lecture was a combined one coz the triple Science ppl were let off early to go support some match.....I think its basket ball.....yeah.....it is....should be....haha.....
So after school...I had co-op briefing...jealous of some ppl who had no CCAs today......like Nicholas...can go home and sleep and study....not fair man.....
Then POS Weijia kept rushing me to go home....stressed man....!!!!!then in the end when I managed to excuse myself......guess what.....he was already in the train!!!!!!...stupid pig.....made me rush like mad....haha......
So since he had gone home first.....I stayed back with Kelley, Lixian and Rena to draw some banner after the co-op camp briefing......woohoo~....proud of my work.....haha.....should have just taken a pic of it......
Anyway.....my camp grouping rox....haha....I think.....
Eng Teck....u better go!!!!!!......U are already like super lucky to be in the same group as me.....haha....*ego ego*

Then came home.....here I am blogging.....gonna study for my test now!!!!!!........Sayonara!!!!!!

Busy these few days..but now I'm gonna take a break and blog about what had happened these few days.....

Friday
Ended school pretty late at 4.50......then waited for almost the whole of 04S61 to gather to leave for Harbour Front......
The whole class created quite a scene at Yoshinoya....haha....everyone was talking and laughing and we behaved like the whole place belonged to us.....haha.....funniest thing was when a fly landed onto Xue Zhen's mayonaise and got stuck there.....haha....and they made Seow Yong do the dirty job-----to ask for another bowl of that Salmon rice......haha.....he was nice enough to do it....yeah....and he is slowly warming up to our class.....cool ~
So we ate alot and crapped......took quite a bit of straws to make hearts.....haha....luckily the staff there did not see us 'stealing' their straws....but actually the straws weern't very nice and pretty and all....too strippy for their own good.....haha......
So after dinner we walked around and that stupid Khoo-but-not-cool Jiemei aka John kept suaning me in such a funny way.....haha....oh wells.....he is always ATTEMPTING to go against me everyday every hour so I'm used to it.....but he is really super funny.....haha....and DAMN GAY?????!!!!!!!!!.....anyway....he can never outtalk me....haha.....
Yeah than they wanted to take neoprints......dragged John and Seow Yong in...haha....Seow Yong's reluctance was understandable.....but John....he is our Jiemei....haha.....how could he not want to take neoprints?????.....haha.....
Then we realised we were gonna be late for the RUR play at NUS Cultural Centre....so we rushed to the bus stop....but decided to take a cab....so we rushed back to the taxi-stand....and boy....the queue was really long....then we all started to get quite worried.....we were so afraid we would be late and Miss K would be standing outside.....haha....those stupid wild funny thoughts about Miss K and Mrs Kang catching us.....hohoho......anyway....shared a cab with Petrina aka Chicken Stew.....Carmen aka Stacy and Sze Hui aka Hui Sze.....
We reached in time.....phew.....haha....and yeah...the play was not bad.....but not that fantastic either........but at least it was more interesting than what I had expected.....
So after the play we went home...like duh....haha.....reached home pretty late.....

Saturday
Woke up quite early to meet Beiying to go to school.....then at the train station I thought I'd left my wallet at home so I called Beiying to tell her to take the next train.....then I called my mum to bring down my wallet.....
But she told me that my wallet wasn't at home so I checked my bag again and realised that my wallet was right inside my bag......hohoho....what a great start to the day....
Yeah so after that in school I went for the Mass Media talk with Sze Hui aka Hui Sze.....Carmen aka Stacy....Amanda and Joey....but it wasn't that fruitful.....
Then it was followed by the Accounting talk...that talk was better....and more interesting......at least I learnt something about the Accounting industry.......
So after the talk Carmen and I waited for Sze Hui before leaving for Harbour Front to eat......then we took a train down to Boon Lay and met the rest of our class pple there.......oh yeah......btw.......my class rox and I love my class!!!!!!!
Then John Jiemei....Carmen and Petrina went to J8 to sell their Flags while some of them went to Bugis........Sze Hui and I went to town to meet Vicki........tried hard to sell the flags and anyway....kudos to the man who put in a 10 dollar note.....haha....isn't he SO GENEROUS?????
Anyway.....according to Sze Hui.....she was about to approach this guy and when he saw her he CLOSED HIS EYES and walked past her.....and huh....she was like heLLo????.....no need for that can........haha....but I found it pretty funny anyway and couldn't stop laughing.......
Yeah then met up with Cali and her friend and POS Weijia.....that guy sure has ego....haha....anyways.....after selling for quite some time we deicded to go to Hereen.....and POS Weijia wanted to buy his shirt.....anyway me and Sze Hui and Vicki sat on the bench just next to the escalator and guess what??????.....we started taking out straws to make hearts....haha.....how silly.....but guess we were just so tired and BORED.....yeah....so POS Weijia, Cali and her friend Elsie went up the escalator to buy his shirt...........and that STUPID POS suddenly yanked my pony tail as he went up the escalator.....that stupid shit....so much for a good friend.....and I shrieked so loudly.....how embarrasing could that get!!!!!!!
Yeah so later Vicki, Sze Hui and I went to Taka....haha...bought SUSHI!!!!!!!.......yummy yum yum.......joined some of Vicki's class pple as we ate our sushi........then after that Sze Hui and I left first coz Sze Hui was supposed to return her tin and mine at Boon lay....haha....and I was spared the long trip to Boon Lay........hehe....anyway....we boarded the wrong train at the train station....so we got off at Newton and took a train back.............yeah........so I got off first at Doby Ghaut..........and Sze Hui had to travel to Boon Lay alone....hah....wells....at least she had some STRAWS with her....so..........yeah....haha.....
Came home and had a really wonderful dinner!!!!!!..........was supposed to study but I ended up sleeping........arghhhh..............

Maybe not a little, but a lot......

Nth much blog but I just feel like blogging........haha....
Anyway......I'll so busy this week and next week.......and my class is forced by Mr Lim to go watch the SAJC play RUR.........I dun wanna go actually but since I've got no chioce.......I've seriously hope its gonna be an interesting one......and yeah.....Vicki's class is also forced......hehe.......good for them......
Yeah...and this Saturday I've got some career talk in school in the morning....I'll be going for the Mass Com talk and the one on Accounting and after that I've got flag-selling......tell me tell me......when can I even afford any time to watch 50FirstDates??????........I wanna watch it so badly.......!!!!!!

Anyhows......here's something really nice and meaningful from Nic......thought I might just share it......I sent it to my friend the other day and she liked it so much:

don't shed a tear, coz it rains in my heart
if u do, I'd wipe them away
and if u need me to, I'll carry the sun over miles just to see the sunshine on ur face

anyway.......I changed my layout........hohoho.......

I just came home from Orchard Library.......went there this morning for PW meeting.....
I reached Orcahrd at like 10.10.....thought I would be late..........turned out I was second........haha.....poor Joey......she came at like 10.00 sharp and had to wait alone.......I'm so sorry!!!!!!!...........Anyway.........we realised that the Library does not open till 11.00!!!!!!.........and that Sheah Lin told us on Friday that it opens at 9.00.......haha........thanks goodness we did not intend to meet at 9.......if not that would be two hours wasted...........haha........
So we waited and waited and finally Ah Bao came........followed by Amanda.........and then Sheah Lin..........
I should say we were quite productive.......despite the endless crapping.......and many times we went OOPS (Out Of Point Seriously).....haha......but wells...managed to get some things done.........
Came home after that.......nothing planned for the rest of the day........how boring.....oh wells....I'm a boring person........
Anyway.........sis is watching Boys Be now.....some anime.....I wanna watch too but cannot afford to finish up everything.....quite alot of discs.........but anyway....the opening song is nice!!!!!!!!!...............hearing it now...............ahhhh..............I wanna watch!!!!!!!!

Woke up pretty early this morning at about 7 to do some work........haha.....I am so hardworking!!!!!!!.....Anyway.......I did work till about 9 plus and got ready and changed to meet WS at Doby Ghaut........this STUPID girl was supposed to meet me at like 10.20 but she was late.........arrghhh.......well done WS!!!!!!!
Yeah......so we took 36 to VJ.......journey wasn't too long.....frankly I didn't know that 36 goes to VJ from Doby Ghaut.....and Doby Ghaut is like quite near my house...........had I known this I would have just gone to VJC......I had all along thought that VJ is far from my house........but today...I realised it isn't that far........really..........
Felt pretty depressed because VJC is my dream JC........and its really sad that I missed the chance to study there.........really felt like crying and sorta hated myself for not putting VJ as my first choice......but wells.......its over and there's no turning back so I've just gotta accept things as they are now...........there goes my dream JC.........
Anyway.....on a lighter note...I saw toothpick!!!!!!!.....haha.....happy to see her man.....saw many familiar faces from SA there too......
After wandering around the sch aimlessly.......Vicki and bella finally came.......with some ex-Chinese High guys.....yeah.......so we walked around and around......finding ways to spend the tickets.....it was quite funny when we thought that we had finally spent up everything.........and WS suddenly found somemore coupons in her bag and she was like OMG :"got somemore!!!!!".........haha........
Anyway.......the best part of the whole thing was that the coupons were free........haha...WS took it from Vicki's friend......haha...that Tom Yam soup and just walked away without paying him for it.......haha.......oh man.....felt so bad........but anyway it wasn't me.....it was WS!!!!!!.......haha.......so I AM INNOCENT!!!!!!!!!
Yeah so left VJ at about 3 plus and went to town.....Bella looked at some dress slippers and we ate at KFC........the chicken was yummy yummy.......was so hungry.........I am always hungry anyway.........haha..........so after that I came home....watched a little bit of V6 in Australia (1997) VCD..........oh man.....Ken Miyake is like so different.........haha...looked so young then.........
After that I slept for a while...........woke up.........then went out for dinner with my family........

WooHoo~....SA V-ball clinched the Championship!!!!!!.......Yeah.......we were dismissed early at 12.10 to go support our school's V-Ball girls.....they played against AJC and we won.....haha....
Actually I wanted to take a train to Toa Payoh Stadium but my class pple insisted on taking a bus....they say its faster..so wells...........we took a bus.....
Anyway i think we alighted at the wrong stop so we ended up walking to dunno where..........got lost in Toa Payoh......so some girls got fed up and they took a cab...........and the rest of us just walked and walked and asked our way around........and FINALLY...we reached the stadium after like how long.......
We were just on time for the match so yeah.....quite glad......that we did not miss it.....the match was a good one...very well-played.......and I think AJC's number 11 is so pretty......haha.....
Anyways........after the match we wanted to go eat at Toa Payoh but it was crowded with SA and AJ pple so we took a train to PS to eat at Mos.......haha...their ice-milk tea simply rox.........talked and ate......
Came home and repaired the mp3 player all by myself........I am just so great......everyone must be so proud of me...........but the sad thing is that all the songs are lost and cannot be retrieved.............its like 50 over of them?????? I am gonna get scolded by my sister for that..............boohoo.........

Tired tired tired.........so tired that I slept in the train on my way home today and missed my station..boo.....more time wasted.....I've got lots things to do....time is precious.....
Anyway...did my 2.4km run this morning at 7 am before assembly..like heLLo????....so early......but luckily I did not sleep while running halfway.......
Today started off hot and sweaty thanks to the run.......but at least I've gotten over it....
Anyway......stayed back in sch to do homework in the reading room with some of my classmates.....my cute little Barbie Sista......haha.....yeah..and at the same time waited for Sharon to finish her PW.......quite productive......if I had gone home I would have slpet instead and eat...........so its good to do work in school ........
Then later did more work with Sharon until 6 plus and left for home........
I have been eating alot......I need to stop!!!!!!!!!
Looking forward to seeing my ever-dearest panda and toothpick on Sat at VJ Funfair.......missed them to bits!!!!!!!!

I wanna buy my Japanese Mag soon.........Sis says that its out......boo........but its like so ex.....

I wanna be a mugger.........dun wanna slack anymore!!!!!!!!!

Today was not too bad a day.......woke up early to do some work and later got ready to go to church......was not too late....maybe about 5 mins late.........but its the bus's fault.....its so irregular.....and packed.....
Anyway......I had to leave church slightly earlier because I had to meet POS Weijia and Sharon at City Hall at 11.00 am...........walked from Church to Doby Ghaut Station.....saw Weijia at Doby Ghaut
We waited for Sharon at City Hall.........she was 5 mins late.....haiz........but nvm..its ok........
Then we went to the Library@Esplanade......nice scenery and peaceful.......really a conducive place to study.......then later Vicki came and we did some more work.......
Saw Waisi there.............she went to do PW with her friends but joined us after she was done with it.....
Yeah......then we had lunch at about 3 plus at Suntec's KFC.......talked and crapped and ate.........
Reached home at about 5........just as everyone came to my house......cousins, uncles and aunties.......
I helped my cousin do her Chemistry........haha.....what a nice cousin I am!!!!!!

Heyo.............today is Sports Day actually but it has been postponed because of the really heavy rain.........to think that I actually woke up at like 6........haiz...should not even have gone to school...........coz we were asked to go back at 8 plus.........
Like heLLo?????.......8 sth in the morning!!!!!!!????
Did not want to go home so Vicki, Sze, Sharon and I decided to go to HarbourFront Macs.......but as expected...there were too many pple........mostly Saints.........could not even find a decent place to sit....so we went to PS.......ate breakfast at BK.......sat there and gossiped for quite some time..........
Anyway..........saw a really really cute Caucasian baby there.........haha...super super cute.....
So I pretended to walk past the baby and say Hi.........haha.......his mother was really friendly and she allowed me to take a picture of her son.........hohoho.........and I have his pic as my wallpaper now..............so cute!!!!~

Anyway..after that....I met my mum and sis at PS...........hehehe.......decided to go cut my fringe........so now I have bangs........did it on impulse.........I suddenly had the urge to cut and I immediately did it...............hohoho........I cannot think too much because very often I would decide not to....so I did it real fast........too late for any regrets now.....haha
Anyway....its looks kinda wierd and funny.............my hair is really messy now.......haha.....dunno what to do.....but wellz.......too late...........

After cutting my hair........My mum and sis continued with their shopping while I went to PastaMania for lunch with Vicki, Sze , Sharon, and Vicki's friend Gerard (not sure how to spell).............yummy yummy........I had a vongole and I love the clams........woohoo~

Then talked quite alot over lunch..........
So after lunch.....I came home while the rest went to Orchard..........so I'm here blogging.......and I think my mum and sis are still in PS shopping.....................hehe....

The weather nowadays is really terrible..........boohoo...........

Today was not too bad.........went to support my class and my friends in the Inter-CG relay.............Sharon was like quite fast can.....haha.....perhaps she imagined Shoes to be right in front and got motivated........hohoho.......anyway.....the weather nowadays is terrible.........damn hot.......and damn humid........
Then after school we went to Macs at HarbourFront to eat........Cali,Sharon,Sze,Vicki,Chow, me and Weijia went...........haha.......crapped quite alot there..........quite fun.......then played around with hps and took snapshots of one another.........
Haha...and just because we commented that POS Weijia looked quite good in the side-view shot.............he kept asking us to take his side-view and send to him.............hehe.....ego ego ......and this POS set his pic as wallpaper.......gave me a TERRIBLE shock when I opened my phone..........
Anyway...went home at about 5.30...........quite tired today..........wanna sleep.......

Mood is still not too good but at least its better.........after seeing my friends........haha........
Today I missed the 6.42am train today....arrghhh........so I took the next train...saw Weijia on the train........this stupid P.O.S.........nearly blurted out my secret on front of his friend.............no.......not nearly.....he did blurt it out........and my heart just dropped........scary can......but thank goodness his friend did not hear it.......phew phew........
Today was usual........but Chinese lesson today was interesting.........haha.....coz I spotted a cockcroach-beatle kinda insect in class..........it was on the wall and stayed there motionless..........
Suddenly it moved and thinking it would fly towards me.........I grabbed my water-bottle that was on the table(dunno for what) and screamed (or should I say shriek) and nearly hid under the table.............apparently my scream caused quite a commotion coz all the girls started screaming right after me....haha.....it was hilarious can...and my friend asked me why I grabbed my bottle..........haha.......actually I aslo did not know why.........natural instinct.........hehehe......
Then later my Chinese teacher attempted to kick the insect out but it disappeared halfway..............haha......poor lao shi was so afraid the insect went up his pants................hohoho...............
Anyway..........I went home after school...........wanna eat my Macs though..............blah.........I must have my Taro pie soon..........
I am eating bittergourd now.............and I love my bittergourd..........lalalala........

I seriously think that its pointless....so yeah....I'll just forget about it all and just spend my time doing better and more practical things.........I just seem like a stupid fool..........like what's ur problem???????..............whatever.........I'll try not to bother myself anymore....its just a waste of time...........A COMPLETE WASTE OF TIME!!!!!!!!!!!

On a lighter note though.........
I think I am seriously evolving into a glutton....or have I been one all along???????.........haha..........I just had a bowl of Honey Bunches of Oats with fresh milk just now.............and yes........food does make me happy......but the thing is..........I just had my dinner of bak kut teh with vermicilli at about 7..and yet I'm still eating cereal...........not even 5 hours after my dinner.......oh man.....I dun wanna be so greedy actually.............haha...........argghhhh..............

Anyway....I am feeling really pissed right now.......I wanna cry....but I MUSN"T and I WOULDN'T..........and pls stop making me seem like a complete fool.............
This is getting quite bad...........but I dun really care anymore........
And yes....u dun know how I'm feeling right now and I dun expect u to know....but I'll just TRY to ignore u........

I went to Church this morning....supposed to go for Sunset Mass yesterday but my sister did not want to........so we went this morning instead..............and yeah!!!!!!!!........for once we were not late.......haha..........we left home earlier than usual and in fact.....we were early for Mass...........haha.....yeah...Church was quite crowded today and I was really hungry today........hohoho.......but couldn't eayt befroe Mass so yeah.......gotta bear with it!!!!!!!!!
So after that I came home and watched my Japan Hour!!!!!!!!!!...........love it so much.........its like so damn nice.......haha.....and Japanese food rox..........watching the show didn't help.......it only made me hungrier........why am I such a glutton.......??????.......
Anyway........watched VCD with my sis after that..........ate some Japanese snacks too......very nice!!!!!!
Now listening to Clover by Cune..............just found out about the song yesterday and its really good.........

PS: Hopefully my sis buys Japanese Fashion Mags from Kino soon.......hohoho.......
PPS:I wanna eat Macs and BK now!!!!!!! I am craving for sushi too.........my Sakae!!!!!!!!!

Where is Keita..............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My pretty slippers!!!!!!!!

Today I guess I'll be at home for the whole day...........and I shall be good and do some work..............coz I dun want to slack already...........
Hopefully today can be a productive day for me..........haha...I wanna finish up my Economics homeowork.............
Though I really wish to go out.............
Sometimes I really wonder........................

I'm really really tired and have lots of homework to do nowadays.............haha........and I just wanna sleep........
Today was a usual day and nth interesting happened........
After my last period which was PE.........Sharon, Sze Hui and I waited in the cafe for Vicki and Wai Yin coz they wanted to go to JJC to support SA in the soccer match..........but I did not go anyway.....like heLLo??????........JJC is at Boon Lay..........so far so I decided to go home.......
Went home with P.O.S (Weijia) but we went to Macs first to eat ice-cream........and P.O.S kept sighing...............spoiling my happy mood...........yeah........my mood was good the whole of today.......hohoho.....but nvm.......P.O.S was quite funny also.......
Anyway.....after that we went home.............
kkk....gotta either sleep or do some work now......................I MUSN'T SLACK ANYMORE!!!!!!!

I'm so tired today...............school ended at 2.10 but I had CCA........I got into Co-Op public Relations.....seems kinda fun so I'm happy.................I think I should be joining fitness too coz my friends are there..............some from Co-Op are joining that too...........so I have 2 CCAs........haha......yeah......so Co-Op ended at about 4 today and following I ruched to Fitness with Yen Mei and co.............haha....now Minting wants to join Fitness too..............haha.............luckily when we went for Fitness they just finished the 2.4 run so we did not have to do it...........hohoho.........yeah..........then we went to the gym and did some exercises.................normal gym stuff.........quite fun................hehehe...........
We ended at around 6 plus and I was so hungry I gobbled down two packets of Pocky..........I am going to get so fat................hehe.............reached home and did Maths.....I just love my sis's notes.......now I'm beginning to think that she is a Maths genius............hahaha..............

Hey...........school was as usual..........nth much.......and I've got some homework to be done......I hope I can get into co-op......hahaha......yeah....so who is going to VJ FunFair??????........I want someone to go with me coz Vicki is going with her dearest Bella!!!!!!.......haha.......luckily Claire said that she will bring me around and I'm touched........but I still need company...............she she has to twist balloons..............haha...........hey.......maybe I can have free balloons...............hohoho...........

Heya.......changed the song again.........its now Long Road by W-inds.............a very nice song...at least for me.........haha..........the music video was just superb!!!!!!!!!!!

The tag board is going against me.........haha........nvm........

Yuko:its not that Xiao Zhu guy!!!!!!!yucks man....I dun like Chinese pop.....I like only J-pop and this guy is Tomohisa Yamashita not Xiao Zhu...haha.....

Tired and shagged............came home from camp this morning.............
The camp was fun but very tiring and tough..........hahaha.........we set off for our trek on Saturday ar like 7 plus and then trekked all the way to Telok Blangah Hill and up the peak.........had to climb like a flight of never-ending stairs...............actually it would have been so much easier if not for our 6 kg load.................arggghhhh..........but the view from the peak was really panoramic..........
Then after that we trekked all the way to Mount Faber and went up the stairs again to get to the peak.............and it was even tougher then the flight of stairs at Telok Blangah.........but the view from the peak of Mt Faber was really breath-taking.......and it was like damn high up...........haha...........I couldn't believe my own eyes........its was simply gorgeous........haha.......its a ver romantic place there and there were quite a few couples there too.............hohoho...........
After reaching the peak and having rested for like 15 to 20 min we then trekked to Kent Ridge Park..............that was the toughest part...........it really seemed very far and everyone was like almost dead by then.........the loads on our back felt heavier than before and I felt so sleepy I couldn't stop yawning.............after all we were already into the wee hours of the morning..........
After like thousands years we finally reached the place but we realised we had to go up a very steep slope..............argghhhh.............haha.......
So when we finally reached the peak........we took a short break and then went for the canopy walk.............slept there right on the canopy trail bridge for like an hour or may be less and then left for school...........it was already like 4 plus by then.........
After we took our bath in school it was like almost 6 already so we slept for an hour and woke up at 7.............
Thats why I'm so tired today and I feel that my shoulders are breaking.................haha.............

And yes...........I changed the song again....its now egao no yuki by SMAP!!!!!!!!!

I'm starting to have hmwk......actually this makes me pretty relieved coz at least I know I am not slacking anymore??????............haha.....nvm.........yeah.......today was as usual........just that we actually wanted to stay back to watch Sharon run for Gomes.......but ended up there were only three teams so without even competing today......the three teams went straight into the finals to be held at a later date.........haha......I think its quite funny.........
Yeah.......so we had our late lunch at the cafe and after that Mush left for her training while Calista went home.........I did some Biology while Sharon and Sze stoned.........
Came home and lazed around.....................

Today was a long day..........haha...........did not bring my PE attire so ended up watching my friends run.............while I sat there like a complete foll..........oh wells.....nvm..........was quite alright actually......can relax........haha......
Thats bout it............

Just came back from school.......the rest of them wanted to run but I was tired and lazy so I did not join them..............so I came home alone...............haha.......today was quite alright........as usual.........oh yeah.......the baabaa sheep game is fun......hehehe....black sheep baabaa white sheep baa..................woohoo~

Oh yeah.......changed my background music to Sekai Ni Hitotsu Dake No Hana......hehe...its a really nice song by SMAP and sang in the name of peace....the title means the only left flower left in the world.............hohohoho...........sth like that anyway................so enjoy!!!!!!!!!!!

Sekai Ni Hitotsu Dake No Hana (by SMAP)

NO.1 ni nara nakutemo ii
Moto moto tokubetsu na Only one

Hanaya no misesaki ni naranda
Ironna hana o miteita
Hito sorezore konomi wa aru kedo
Doremo minna kirei dane
Kono naka de dare ga ichiban da nante
Arasou koto mo shinai de
Baketsu no naka hokorashige ni
Chanto mune o hatteiru


Sore na noni bokura ringen wa
Doushite kou mo kurabeta garu?
Hitori hitori chigau noni sono naka de
Ichiban ni naritagaru?


Sousa bokura wa
Sekai ni hitotsu dake no hana
Hitori hitori chigau tane o motsu
Sono hana o sakaseru koto dake ni
Isshou kenmei ni nareba ii


Komatta youni warai nagara
Zutto mayotteru hito ga iru
Ganbatte saita hana wa dore mo
Kirei dakara shikata nai ne
Yatto mise kara dete kita
Sono hito ga kakaete ita
Iro toridori no hanataba to
Ureshi souna yokogao


Namae mo shira nakatta keredo
Ano hi boku ni egao o kureta
Dare mo kizukanai youna basho de
Saiteta hana no youni


Sousa bokura wa
Sekai ni hitotsu dake no hana
Hitori hitori chigau tane o motsu
Sono hana o sakaseru koto dake ni
Isshou kenmei ni nareba ii


Chiisai hana ya ooki na hana
Hitotsu toshite onaji mono wa nai kara
NO.1 ni nara nakutemo ii
Moto moto tokubetsu na Only one

Our Feet......Claire's, Vicki's and mine........


Btw.............don't those sushis look delicious??????........Sakae RoX!!!!!!!!!!!
Half-eaten Chawanmushi.......Gyozas.......Crab meat and Octopus sushis......oishii!!!!


And my pretty sofa from IKEA.........

Just came back from Crescent Campfire........was ok.............best part was catching up with my friends and reminiscing those good ole' days in Crescent...........awwww..........and I really really exceptionally missed Claire alot...........was glad I met her earlier in town for dinner..........
Yeah so before going to school I met her and we ate Yoshinoya...........like the nth time I've gone there to eat..............haha.........but Japanese food is always nice anyway.......
So we had a really good talk over dinner and after that left for Crescent..........
The school is really nice and pretty now..........after the PRIME Renovation..............like
wow..........haha.........took lotsa photos.............and yeah.........talked alot..........
Many schools were invited........let me see.............SJI.......ACSI..........STC.......Cedar.....SAS.......CHS........RI 01 and 02......and lots more.......haha...........yeah.........wanted to eat supper with Eileen they all after campfire but decided not to anyway..........so I went home with Claire.............

YoZ.......just came back from town with my Mum..........haha..........could not bear any longer so I decided to go buy the U.R.S slippers that I really wanted to badly.........and thank goodness I did not buy it earlier coz there is a sale now.........hohoho...............from $36.90 to $25.........definitely a worth buy..................and so I bought two pairs in diff colours..........happy happy...........
Oh yeah...........and I saw Vicki, Sze and Sharon in town........they all went to do their
hair................haha..........not bad not bad........
So I'm back home..............gotta go get ready........coz going for campfire first..........meeting Claire later for dinner before that.............and I'm so looking forward to seeing that gaL!!!!!!!!!..............woohoo~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm quite full...........just came back form PastaMania..........
Actually today was a waste of time........I need not have gone to school because I had no lessons.........just Civics, House Time and CCA Talk.......thats all........so slack........and I'm worried.........
So today during our super-long break my class played the number game in the SC.........and all the dares were like so funny.........I laughed so much.....hohoho.....
Then after school ended at 12.50 I stayed back with Sharon, mush and Sze till 2.30 to wait for Vicki and Calista.....oh yeah....and Zer came back today...........

So finally they were dismissed and we went to PastaMania at HarbourFront to eat.....it was raining quite heavily too.........and that Orange was in the bus.....Vicki was so scared and disgusted at the same time..........bring on "Sherman" and "Daryl" gal!!!!!!!!...no fear.............hahahahahaha!!!!!!!!

So at PastaMania Vicki and I took a looooong time to decide what to eat and I finally decided on Pomodoro since I'm always eating Marinara.............time to try something new...........and its pretty yummy.........

So after eating we took the train and laughed alot...........dun noe over what.......I've forgotten but I noe I laughed till my stomach hurt.........
So Calista and I went home while the rest went to Orchard to buy some stuffs.........

Hopefully the Campfire tomorrow will be fun..........cannot wait to see Claire, Eileen and Pea................

Wohoo~Japan won!!!!!!!!!!!.........2 1..............hahaha..........and Hidetoshi and Inamoto are really cute and funky!!!!!!!!!!........my goodness...............they are just so..........KAWAII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yeah..........so Orientation has ended and now we've got our lecture timetable..........still quite slack I must say...........and kinda worried but wells...........there isn't anything I can do also...........
Today we had a workshop on Presentation Skills and it was really fun..............one of the many workshops that I've attended that was really fun........and too bad it was only one hour..........and they recorded us presenting........so exciting..........
And so after school I thought we could go home..............but it turned out we had to stay back for some performance at 3.........its was boring so I slept during the first half I suppose.................and later woke up due to all the clapping...........
Was still bored so I played two rounds of bingo with Vicki.............haha..........and I won both rounds................
After that....we went to Macs to eat sth light and then left for home..........
I am triumphant because Japan won!!!!!!!!!!!!!....Hooray!!!!!!!!!
and also.............HOHOHO all the way.........to Japan??????..........HOHOHO.............

Woke up pretty late this morning but at least made it almost in time for Church.......though I was like about 5 mins late...........I am really sorry for that!!!!!!!!!! I always try to be early but no matter what..........I can never be on time............I really wonder what's the problem.........maybe because I always miss the bus.........like today........so today I took another bus though I gotta walk more.......
After Church I came home and watched Japan Hour.........made me wanna go to Japan even more..............blah blah..........
Had my lunch and set off to Somerset to meet Vicki for tuition.........we went to Herren first coz I needed to get balck clips.........
We were like 5 to 10 mins late for tuition but we were the first........haha.......guess Singaporeans are always late..............hahahaha....................
Today's tuition was better then last week at least...........at least I managed to learn something??????..........haha.........oh yeah....and this girl from tuition kinda over-dressed????????.....like hello?????........its tuition.....not some party.............but wells.........perhaps she really had an impt event or function to attend after tuition.............haha..............
So after tuition we went to buy something to eat from Old Chang Kee..........we were pretty hungry by then..........as we ate we walked to Cold Storage to get the new Chupa Chups lollipop..............its sugar-free.......strawberry and cream.............its nice...............so go try it now!!!!!!!!!!..............haha..........

So at the train station we were contemplating eating the lollipop but there might be some secret cameras hiding in some corners..........coz there was once while waiting for the train I took out my Macs to eat and suddenly out of the blue there was this announcement that said that no eating and drinking are allowed..............so embarrassing and everyone stared...........so I really have a phobia now.........
haha....so we decided not to eat our lollipops anyway..............'
But in the train Vicki opened hers to eat coz she said:" Aiyah........the driver cannot possibly stop the train and say....."Hey girl....no lollipops allowed"..........."
Haha...........I thought it was quite funny........so we burst out laughing.............haha..........but I did not eat mine anyway..........coz I have a phobia!!!!!!!..............hehe.......
So I came home........and slept throughout the afternoon...............zZzZzZzZzZZzZzZz

I continue to wait................

Bought my two school blouses already..............but the co-op person gave me size 32 when I asked for 36.............arrgggh..........must go change on Mon........whether they allow or not........I will kick up a big fuss if they dun allow coz its their fault and not mine...........I even asked the girl if she is sure she gave me 36 and she said yes..........
So today after buying my uniform I went to Yoshinoya at HarbourFront with Vicki, Calista, Sharon, Yang Hong and Sze Hui to eat........then we went to Chinatown coz the few of them ordered their school blouses from the shop there.............saw quite a few SA pple crowding around the shop........

After that I came home and slept throughout the afternoon.......was too shagged.........
Left for dinner after I woke up.........went to Pasir Panjang Food Centre to eat shellfish........its was like super crowded..............ever since the stall was featured on a TV Show....waited for over an hour for the BBQ-ed Sting Ray, Clams, Mussels, Bean Sprouts Cockles and the Snail-like Shellfish........nth great.........but well...not bad..........was quite yummy.............
Then I came home and here am I blogging..........

How long more do I have to wait................

Minna-san genki desuka??????
Today was really boring..........had talks which made us all wanna sleep......talks on how to wear the sch uniofrm.........talks on EQ etc..........
Then we had the pple from Lee Wei Song Music School to come down to talk to us about music..........and they performed some songs.............I must say their vocals are really good.......
Had a good laugh at POS's (POS=Piece Of Shit) silly....shitified and retarded Humpty Dumpty's joke......the funniest thing of the day......made Calista, Sharon and I laugh so hard...till I teared..........

So school ended early at 12.50..........following which Chow, Vicki, Sharon, Calista, Sze Hui and I went to Taka and ate at Mos.........I had the Yakiniku Rice Burger Set (consisted of the Rice Burger, Fries and Ice Milk Tea) which costs a freaking $7 +.......Chow and I complained like mad.......should have just gone to Yoshinoya but Vicki really wanted to try the Ebi Rice Burger.........so we all gave in to her......haha......see how nice I am........hehe.....but wells.......the Yakiniku Rice Burger was alright I must say.......rather delicious......than after that lunch Sze Hui and I were still hungry....the only two who were still hungry.............and I reckoned I could have eaten another Beef Bowl from Yoshinoya.......but anyway we went to Kino......haha.....to see Japanese pple......cute Japanese kids......haiz...but I think those students from the Japanese School were not dismissed yet coz we did not spot any Japanese guys........was hoping to see my Mr Nihonjin there coz my stupid sis saw him there that day.......but too bad.....he wasn't there.........blah.........so just browsed through Myojo Mag..........feasted my eyes on Keita Tachibana, Ryuichi, Keita Furuya and Akira..... I wanted to read some Japanese Fashion Mags.....coz Japanese fashion simply rox........but was to embarrased to go to the counter to ask to browse through so many magazines..........so I just decided to browse through Myojo.......

Then went to do a little window shopping..........Chow wanted to get nail polish........walked into U.R.S.......I WANT THE U.R.S SLIPPERS SO BADLIY .............anyway........then went to Esprit to try clothes......following we walked to Old Chang Kee...........coz I wanted to buy some more food as I was still a little hungry then........
We continued window shopping at Hereen..............I guess its like the nth time I;ve been there this week.............Singapore is so boring...........nowhere to go except the same old place=Orchard.............unlike Japan...........where I can go to Ginza, Shibuya, Shinjuku, Harajuku, and also Mount Fuji, Fuiji and Tokyo TV Station, Sight-see at those peaceful countryside and those heavenly onsen.............etc........arghhhh!!!!!!!!
Anyway........back to the topic..........I saw the very pretty RipCurl bag at Flash and Splash.........oh man...its so nice.......and this is the third time I have seen it this week...........really wanna get it but its like damn ex..........$49...and the bag is quite tiny.......not very worth the money.............but I just cannot help looking back at the bag when I was there..........someone rich please buy it for me..........haha...........joking.......

Then walked a little more and went home.................
And so I am waiting....waiting and waiting..............

Hey..........finally after a long time I've got Broad Band!!!!!!!!!! Its better this way coz when I used dial-up I actually chalked up bills of over a hundred dollars...........

So school as reopened and yet everything is still pretty boring......anyway....I gotta study hard now........and not slack around like what I have been doing.........
Btw I've finished reading Shinjo Mayu's Kaikan Phrase...i...ts really good........but I really dun wanna get hooked to comics coz they are a distraction but wells........since I've been quite free these days I might as well finish reading....and so I did!!!!!!!!!!.................and as usual..........comic characters are ever-perfect........totally gorgeous........
Oh yeah...........also finished reading another Shinjo Mayu's comic Ba4 Wang2 Ai4 Ren2.......about some underworld chief falling in love with a Japanese girl...........nice and sweet story.....but its only up to book 7 and the author has not finished yet........hopefull she can do it quickly.....haha.....its so irritating to stop at the climax........

Yeah.........so thats bout it........
Stupid Sis saw Mr Nihonjin AGAIN at Kino......should have just gone up to Kino that day instead of eating at Taka Food Village......haiz.....so near yet so far.............is this fate or what??????...........Arrrgghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YoZ......had OG outing yesterday.......how pathetic.....only 7 ppl including me could it......me, Sharon, Liting, Mexin, Jieru, Wei Jia and Eng Teck......so we went to Cine to bowl........which I had totally regretted coz it had all lost its meaning......well.......the ball keep going into that gut.......so at the end of 10 games my score was like a miserable 20 sth.......then one of them.....dunno who said I broke the record for having the lowest score.......haha......worst thing was........almost everyone there besides us were like so pro......wasted $$ and lost some face.........
Oh btw.......as we were leaving the bowling alley........... saw a group of super kawaii small boys.............ahhhhhh...........cuteZ.........
Then went to take some neo prints.............had a hard time squeezing everyone in though...............hehe...............

So after that Eng Teck went home and we all headed to PS for dinner at Ajisen.......dinner was yummy and I thought the "soft-shell crab" joke was quite funny..........Sharon.......u must work on it yeah!!!!!!!??????...........and Weijia thinks he is smart coz he can pronounce soft shell crab......................haha.........we all can too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After that Sharon left and the few of us went to the Yamaha shop coz I needed to get a guitar string but they did not have it.........so then we went to the arcade and played that bashi bashi game.............quite fun........Liting left halfway.......

So after playing Jieru, Weijia and I went home................

Hey.....btw.........Japanese guys are cuuuuuuttttttteeeee!!!!!!!!

ARGHHH!!!!!!!!!!SHARON!!!!!!!!!!
This girl went to camp at the park and saw four CUTE Japanese teens playing badminton and so she msged me.......but I asked her to go up to them to take a pic and she refused to.....in the end they left coz it was about to rain.........oh amn.........so wasted.................

Btw.........finished watching Fruits Basket........nice nice.............and finished reading Toto-Chan that Minchu lent to me...........haha.......great book.........maybe I should start reading books by Japanese authors yeah...........great...........

Gonna watch Good Luck again later if I can.........Takuya just looks so good in it.........

Last day of school for first intake tesyerday...............for dun know what reason.....its was exceptionally fun.......its pretty funny.......in the beginning I was not that close to my class and could not wait for a new class...but now.....I am actually a little sad.........I guess I just bonded with them.....most of them...........but well........there is nth we can do now but go our separate ways.....thats why I am going for our class outing next Friday...........my first outing with them.....I feel pretty guilty too....coz I am always not going out with them............hope we will have loads of fun on that day!!!!!!!!!!

So yesterday I intended to go out with Sharon...but after some thoughts.......I decided to go with my class...........haha...............then after thinking again........I decided to go out with Sharon.....dun wanna leave her alone...........haha.......see how nice I am????!!!!!!!!!!????!!!!!!!!!

So me and Sharon waited one hour for cool cucumber's class to eat their pizza coz we wanted to go with her and her classmates......though abit extra but nvm.....so after that waiting we decided not to go out with her...........and the two of us left...........so we went to PS........to eat Yoshinoya.........saw Calista and Zerlina and they class there so we joined them...slacked at PS for like 2 hours plus before Calista's classmates finished their movie................following we walked to town.........btw.........her class mates are nice...........went Hereen and slakced...........and there was a horny couple next to us when we sat on the bench in Hereen........yikes!!!!!!!!...........super horny..........smooching and stuff..........haha......

So yeah........that's about it..........boring yesterday.........haha.........looking forward to holiday activities.............

Hi......so the latest craze to be excited about is SMAP....well......not exactly.........its Takuya Kimura!!!!!!!!He has a really nice tone and a great bod..............great looks and a fantastic voice.......the ideal....perfect human being to ever exist....after virtual anime characters.........haha...........

He looked so good in SMAP MIJ Concert...and I like the song "A Song For Your Love" and the duet between Takuya and Goro :kiss Me Touch Me"............like sugoi?????...........oh man.............all these just rox.........
Oh and I also watched his drama Good Luck......in which he is a pilot...the drama is so nice man.........the second nicest after Long Vacation........he is simply so suave in his pilot suit and is just so kakkoi.............oh yeah.....his English is good too.........perfect without the Japanese accent.........I think he can speak it quite well.........and can converse...........haha........

So I need to go to Japan this year!!!!!!!!!!!hahahahahah...and live there..............!!!!!!
That's bout it.......after all the craping......so ja ne!!!!!!

Hi......Genki-Desuka?????
I have made a decision.......finally..........after so many days of brain-wrecking......tears and hesitation........I really hope I have made the right choice..........

On a lighter note.......I watched the Johnny's Jrs New Year Countdown direct from Japan.......haha......so glad that my sis's friend managed to record from Japanese TV.............kudos!!!!!!!......As its recorded from Japanese TV..............it contains Japanese commercials too.............very nice...........haha..........at least nicer than local commercials.......I am biased..........totally kawaii and it made me feel like I am in Japan........cheap thrill.....haha.......nvm..........
So the Countdown Concert featured TxT.....Kinki Kids.......Arashi.......V6.......News!!!!!!!!(YamaP....haha!!!!!)....Tokio.....Kattun......and some Jrs like Hikaru Yaotome and Kota Yabu........its really nice coz some ex-Johnny's came back and I think some from Hikaru Genji?????.....not too sure about that though......nice songs were sang................
After that I watched SMAP in MIJ Tour.........so nice......!!!!!!....Takuya Kimura is hot and charming........sugoi!!!!!!...........and I love A Song For Your Love..........once again........Takuya Kimura is totally hot..........arghhh........so after watching all these I have decided that I HAVE TO GO TO JAPAN!!!!!!!!!!..........and hopefully live there.............

That day.....Monday I went to eat Sakae Sushi at Hereen with Chow Mush Cali and Sharon.........yummy yummy...took a pic of the delicious sushis.........totally oishii......so we ate for quite long and everyone was full but I wasn't........haha.......dunno why.......then after that we walked around Hereen and Chow bought the shark-bitting toy.....so cute and fun.............very nice to play with........haha........the I saw my Primary school friend who is a les........I guess she is trying to be a bung or sth but sad to say she failed to do so.............I have seen cute bungs and compared to them.......she is like..........ahem.....no comments......she was like all over her girlfriend........hugging..........sitting on each other and feeding each other...............its pretty interesting to see all these........and I am a busybody.........haha......after all the lovey-dovey kinda thing.......they started talking seriously face-to-face.......talk and talk......then hugged each other tightly.......in front of the public......and tehn walked their separate ways...............I think they broke up or sth......well.....dunno.....and I dun care.........
So later we walked to PS for Andersen's Ice-cream coz we bought the fund-raising tickets..............but they were like so full and I was the only one who wanted to eat so no point buying and we did not eat in the end..........how sad.........

The later they left and me and Chow walked around in PS and she bought some stuffs..............after some time we went home......... and when I reached home I was like starving so I ate dinner...........haha.............hope I dun get fat........

Just came back from Bugis with my mum.........bought some things.........I wanna watch SMAP MIJ and the CountDown Concert.............haha........so sayonara.......!!!!!!!