I got accepted into NTU Mass Com. Now I'm in a dilemma. One thing abt NTU is the distance, which totally puts me off. Its so deep in a forested area, its near the goat farm haha. Then again, I do have an interest in mass com, it sounds fun, but what if I can't excel in it? I still wanna graduate with my degree, and I'm so not gonna waste my 4 yrs there, esp so, since its a 4 yrs direct honours course. There's gonna be quite a bit of risk-taking involved. Communication studies is sth new after all, while Science is safer, in the sense that I've been doing it for like 6 yrs. And the NUS Science course its not a direct honours one. Sigh. So how?

I dun like to make decisions. like seriously.


oh yeah, and I've also gotta consider the career prospects. oh wells.

Another thing thats drving me nuts is the fact that the earliest date for my driving test is 2 mths later, though I've booked it like last mth. ah, sigh.


I feel like I'm a soyabean milk maid now, haha, thrust with the duty of buying Andy's and Zeela's daily dosage of Jollibean soyabean milk, and of cos, my own too. I'm addicted to it. =)


I'm still feeling emo and pms-y. oh wells.



emo emo emo pms pms pms emo emo emo pms pms pms emo emo emo pms pms pms.


Oh, did I mention that I'm still VERY UBER upset that I used my hair mask, and caused my red streaks (which I really adored) to turn to brown streaks? I still can't get over the loss of my red streaks. really. The brown that my streaks have turned to, is so common. I'm no longer red and special. Yeah I sure sound bimbotic. Well, whatever. I'm upset.