Off day today, though I'm not too sure if I wanna hit town. I'm like so tired and shagged from working everyday. Yea, I'm lousy. I really really really can't wait for the 9th of June. No words can express my eagerness for that day to come. Working 6 days a wk, inc Sundays (how sad! its family day!), 8.5 or more a day, is really no easy feat, esp for me, since this is the first full time job I've taken up after graduating. It has really taken up so much of my time, time I have to spend with my family, my friends, and even time for myself. I really miss those days when I was just slacking and bumping around doing nth, those wake up/breakfast/sleep/lunch/nap/tv/dinner/sleep days. Hey u noe what, I even miss my home so much. I realise I spend quite little time at home, I miss my bed and my corner of the blu couch so much. I'm serious, not kidding at all. Those afternoons where I just slack there, reading my book/magazines or whatever, I miss them. Big time. SIGH. Yes, I'm actually a home-body/home-person. or whatever u call that.

And after my last day or work on the 9th, Ive got a camp on the 10th. This is followed by the Sheares Hall camp (if I'm gg. I've not yet decided. cos I'm not too sure if I wanna stay in the halls. read below. haha) which is on the 12th to 15th. Then there's the Under No Roof camp on the 17th and 18th. And on the 26th to 30th, there's SCAMP. Its the Science Fac camp.

NO TIME FOR GSS SHOPPING AT ALL! HOW SAD!

I feel so upset that I've been spending so little time at home, it has even dampened my spirits to live in the Uni halls once school starts. I was so looking forward to hostel life, it'd be so much fun, but now, I really just wanna stay at home. I'm not too sure if I wanna apply for the halls already. Sure, its convenient in the sense that I can be spared from travelling to and fro (and of cos, late night suppers with friends and stuff like that. heh.) , but its also inconvenient at the same time cos i would have to bring my stuff over. Clothes, toiletries, ecetera ecetera. I would have a million and one things to bring over. Girls are troublsome creatures. All the packing and unpacking puts me off totally. Oh and yes, the sharing of common toilet and kitchen! I wouldn't really fancy that also. And if I stay in the hostel, I would have lesser or no more fruits oats cereals which are so easily within my reach at home. So, maybe not staying in the Uni halls would be a better choice after all. Though I reckon I would be missing out on a lot of fun. Hall life is exciting and vibrant I heard. I'm just too lazy I guess.

I detest deciding. Decisions one after another. I've to decide fast cos the deadline for applying for the halls is on the 11th June. OH WELLS!


My mum thinks I worry and get depressed over the slightest matters. Maybe. But its just me. haha. shit la, I wanna stay in the halls. but I'm lazy to do the stupid packing and unpacking. the shifting of stuff. and my cereal oats and fruits. Ok I'm not gonna go on and on. haha. I realise I'm too dependent. and LAZY.



SHIT SHIT SHIT. I need to hurry up decide.