After all the endless mugging and torture ( I dun even know if I studied hard enough anyway....).....Promos has finally ended today.....yes.....and much to the envy to Physics and FM students.....haha.....but its doesn't really make much of a difference anyway......its only a matter of two days....heh....but anyway could see that Phyllis was pretty distracted by us la....yes...sorry....our fault......haha.....we'r such meanie neh nehs.....and this must stop.......

I want my peel fresh.Heh.Yes Peel Fresh.Just Peel Fresh.

Played hockey with Marcus (what's with his spiked hair....inspired by the Esplanade???????) and Sharon.......didn't feel as good as I expected......because of my last two papers........anyway....depressing topics aside...........oh yeah....and Sharon got hit real hard on her thigh by who else......Marcus.....now I noe why everyone's scared to play with him........I was a victim too.....got hit pretty hard by Sharon's flying ball....now my leg has like two awfully obvious bruises......one from last week when I hit against the corner of the table......it bloody hurts.....and now the new bruise hurts like shit too.......someone just save me......


Anyway just had a mass conference with my class people and we've finally decided on our activities tmr......Jiemei as usual was all out to piss us......tsk tsk.....




Oh yeah and Carmen insisted that I made that oh-so-bimbotic remark that we can get to Aust by car?????....Like when did I say that....haha.....maybe I did?????? Can't really remember la.....but yes I'll still insist that Aust is next to Singapore.....not directly next but somewhere diagonally there......????????




Exotic Gourmet is damn gross....but the fried minced bat meat looked quite yummy though.....heh....actually Alex Polstra is the hottest thing there man.......

And America's Next Top Model is hell good........all the bitching and stuff.....simply whets my appetite for more of it......ok I'm a sadist......and now I can't wait for the next episode......and Sze .....no....dun tell me who's the winner......
Carmeille or whoever is disgusting......but she thinks she's hot and sexy and pretty and all....yucks........someone should just wake her up from her illusions........TELL HER SHE'S NOT!!!!!!!!!!!.......





Hornets.Shudders.

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Amelia's blog is really meaningful to read coz it makes wonder what life is really all about, what love is really all about.


From Mia's blog:

standing by the window.
drawing in the slightly dusty air.
lost in the cool of the night.
and i wonder,will i ever have the courage
To jump.

Yeah like what Mia said. No suicidal thoughts.Just wondering.



Many people live out their lives in their dreams for the harsh reality forbids them to lead their ideal life.
And yes, when they get shaken up, they realise everything is not what they made it all out to be. They've been living in self-denial, self-deception, everything else is all plasticated.
Its terrible, its traumatic. For they feel so lost and all.Suddenly.
Its a real great blow to deal with isn't it. To have been deceiving urself all along.
Also when some things are over and gone, some people just cannot accept them. They pretend that everything is still as it is. There are changes, but they are not to be acknowledged. Why so?????? Is it that hard actually?????? I dunno.....but escaping doesn't help la.....just let go of it......be it love, or anything else.....just learn to let go.....not for anyone's sake.....but for urs.




From Mia's blog:

if it's over let it go and come tomorrow it will seem,
so yesterday so yesterday...
i'm just a bird that's already flown away.




Just decided to pen down some thoughts. No idea why I'm so affected after reading Mia's blog.